Allure ♥

2009-10-15T15:07:00.001+08:00

MOVED TO BIGAIRBALLOONS

I totally ditched blogger.

2009-10-11T19:33:00.002+08:00

Blog dead, tempted to just move to lj cuz i can lock/show posts. But i'm a total noob @ lj any pro help me? K can't be bothered w/ bloggging and i'm totally not replying any tags cuz lazy ttm. Nothing gr8 xcept today studied @ mof love the food <3 And stepping on the weighing scale isn't demoralising today cuz i didn't xpect myself not to gain w8 since i didn't train/exercise for a week so xpected to gain not lose/same. Well anyway slacked today and ytd off darn eoys starting on weds oh bullshitz! Dk if i can get what i want, 2 or <2 super hard k. And i'm not really looking forward to holidays, dk why i'm so weird but i'm kind of planning staying at home watch videos, no urge to go out + i don't look forward to my birthday, in the smack middle of december every1 4gets D: So yala i'm sucha suckaaaaaaaaaa boooo no life. Kthxbye i want watchin dreamconcert btw no bb + 2pm perf broadcasted. What.The.Fuck. DC'09 sucks cuz no bb/2pm broadcast only fancams but 2pm fancams were not bad, miss jay ttm love the 6 ttm too and hope their alright heard Taec/Maknae/both scream JAEBEOM, sweet isn't it. Gonna see if can find bb's perf + NO DBSK AT ALL! That's why DC'09 sucks more. Kthxbye now really.

Prolly last post here i want to move to lj badly!

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I.Am.Going.Ballastic. Stupid don't know which, itunes/ipod couldn't play my video thus it wasn't synced into my ipod and i spent 1hour converting TWO videos. And guess what the videos are the dream concert ones, 2pm + f(x) + SHINee + 2NE1 + 4minute! 4 out of five are the ones i like. Okay actually FIVE OUT OF SIX since 2NE1 has two videos. Annoying. Can't be bothered to convert the rest cuz it'll take six hours wtf. So i'll prolly leave my comp on tmr while i'm out. So it'll convert. Major rampage. I'll prolly start bitching about my itunes to anyone tmr. K prolly not i wasted my entire night dl-ing videos + converting them, actually it isn't a waste, only the converting is, major piss off.

BBZZZZZZ
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2009-10-04T21:11:00.002+08:00

Long time no post + lazy la.

Wednesday School > Study session w/ Chia Sherena Xinyun @ Serene Macs, lost geog notes > Home
Thursday School > Coro *bux to study w/ Carina Xinyun Sherena, fail cuz we talked > Fairprice to walk > Swirl to study + play connect4 and the stick thing > Home
Friday School, play connect4 > Island Creamery w/ Lydia and Sherena, studied a little + talked > Home
Saturday Cwp > Lunch @ yoshi > Library to study > Cwp w/ Xinyun for food, Chia left in library > Fairprice for water > Back to library > Home

Dbsk's Shanghai concert ~ All of them cried, sigh ): But it's good to hear from Yuho that they won't disband or something like that. Need detailed post about this week, go xinyun's blog :D Everything i'm posting about is there in detail :D

2009-09-29T21:33:00.006+08:00

I walked the long way, thinking that you'd be there ♥

HONESTLY, I'M SICK OF PEOPLE SAYING HOW SOME IDOLS ARE UGLY OR HATING SOME IDOLS JUST BECAUSE THEY GOT PLASTIC. Annoyed. I am very annoyed.

Firstly, yes some idols are not as good-looking as the others like how Bigbang isn't as good-looking as Dbsk/2pm and how 2NE1 isn't as good-looking as Snsd, but it's not like their below average or really really ugly right. And if they can't dance or can't sing then they won't be really good. Probably those comments-writers are just jealous of them/super ugly and just needs some comforts by saying that :D

Secondly, if any of the idols had plastic, does that concern you? No it doesn't and it's not like their plastic changes them so much until they look totally different. And i hate it when you hate an idol just because he/she had plastic. Like what the shit?! And also some people say their awesome bodies are cause of plastic, roflmao simi logic. And their famous not cuz of their plastic/whatever, its cuz they're good :D So same thing, those comment-writers are just jealous.

Why can't those people just keep the comments to themselves instead of posting it places where those idols are concerned with + fans will read it and go ballastic.

And btw, i'll blow up if anyone mentions Jay's never coming back/Dbsk's going to disband for good again in front of me, seriously. Annoy me with that i'll start doing the 'From the Jiajing's Perspective' thing on you (like what i did in drama ytd)

Monday School > Kap with Carina, Puijeng, Sherena, not productive at all but it was fun > 151 with Puijeng, made her miss 2 buses sorry.

Tuesday Woodlands to meet Chia, Sherena, Xinyun, Carina and i didn't w8 for Chia, supposed to meet @ 1015 but everyone was late (as usual :D) > Library studied geog > Pizza Hut for lunch > Popular to buy stuff > Library to study again > Macs to eat/study > Cold Storage for random walking > Home @ 745

P/s Me likes Time to Love alot ^^v

2009-09-26T21:26:00.004+08:00

Even when i scream your name, how come you can't answer me ♥
Busy xmany. K quick post cuz i want to study finish bio.

Sunday Redhill Mrt to meet Shanna + her mom + Kathryn > Great World City for their dinner, Shanna stuffed me with food > Shanna's house for sleepover.

Monday Sentosa with Shanna, Kathryn, Gwen, Ella > Vivo > Home.

Tuseday

Happy birthday Dawn! ♥
Here's your long-awaited post. Thank you for being such an amazing (no, not awesome) friend for this past year, thank you for those happiness and island creamery trips and telling about stuff that i never told anyone (serious). Though we're only closer this year but not really super duper close yet, thanks for being such a gr8 friend! You're innocent cute lively bubbly wonderful bigshot happy diligent prudent not simple but good fashion taste respectful and last but not least angelic flirty scandalous easily infatuated.

Kudos to you for coming up with this, but so sorry i have to admit most of them aren't true! And sorry i have to add the last four but at least i'm telling truth ^o^ K anyway good luck with box a/ehem/pixie/foxy/7am guy/174 guy and loads more. (L) you ttm but lesser than you love me 8) Bdiv'10 ftw right? ^^v

From......

To........

Also, happy 22nd birthday Tom Felton! ♥
He's like omfgawdzzzzz hot. But he didn't look nice in Harry Potter darn it but @ least he's like one of the most good-looking ones.

School > Studied after school > Clementi with Chang > Home.

Wednesday School > Drama after school > Home.

Thursday School > Training > Island Creamery with Dawn > Coronation for Dawn's maid agency > Home + saw Melissa on the way + told her what happened.

Friday School > Plaza Sing with Chia and Xinyun to buy fabric markers/clothes, in the end didn't sorry sorry Chia > Bugis alone for shorts, i totally dislkike bugis, from the place to the clothes sold there to the music, i'm sorry if i offended any bugis-lovers but seriously, i dislike bugis ttm. Hot = makes me sweat like some madass + i h8 sweating (that's why i hate morning assemblies) Plus they should totally play nicer music -.-

Only good thing was i bought electric blue shorts for eight bux, but i'd rather go fareast (though i'm not a fan of fareast xcept for food) for more expensive shorts cuz at least they have aircon. But fareast's much better than bugis. Home @ 630?

Saturday Jurong East to meet Chia, l8 > Trained to Orchard, everyone was late, reached @ 1130 > *bux to study with them + Xinyun + Charmaine > Supposed to go for Jay-walk but lazy > Went to find SGHottest, not many (compared to KHottest) went. But probably it's counted alot, idk? > Burger King for lunch > Wisma > Haagen Das, thinking we could study there but couldn't so zao without buying anything > Bishan library to study, we did but ended up being the noisiest there by laughing and everything and disturbed others (oops) + saw dear Gail there + some tabletennis people and Dawn was like so interested when i told her (rofl) > Mrt with Chia and Xinyun > 197 from Jurong > Home @ 8.

Study study study! I want my msg to be <2, yea it's kind of impossible but i can dream about it right! Finish Man's Effect on Environment, Plate Tectonics, Weathering + Erosion (?), maybe Rocks by tmr! SGHottest flash mob! But i've got exaaaaaams and i probably wouldn't participate (lol) but i want to see the video! + hope Heading To The Ground is okay, if it is i'm gonna continue to watch it after eoys!

Through the wind, fall came.
Out of nowhere, the fall scent has arrived....
The bright blue sky
It keeps making me cry.
Even the sky is making me cry
in the fall of 2009.
- Kim Junsu ♥

2009-09-22T21:05:00.009+08:00

2PM=(Jx3)+N+T+W+C=7=Complete=One ♥
~~Sorry for this not-so-nice quote.~~ Decided i'd love Wooyoungie no matter what, and also the rest of the 2pm. But anyway, you told us to continue fighting and now you're saying this D: Please don't tell me you really did post that, please tell us that it was under jype's influence/jype posted that/some stupid netizen hacked your cyworld/whatever else but don't say it's really from you, sigh. Skeptics. Don't have the mood to post anymore, first Jaebeom, now Wooyoung, it's like never-ending. Don't trust jype anymore D< If it's really done by jype, i'm sure Jaebeom would be saying "This is a conspiracy!"

Physics results tmr, xfingers xfingers xfingers for 2pm, dbsk. Always keep the faith ♥

2009-09-20T17:20:00.004+08:00

WE WANT OUR SEXY/GRANDPA LEADJA BACK, CUZ 1.59PM ISN'T THE HOTTEST TIME OF THE DAY.

I miss Jay more and more )': JYP's making 2pm perform at some supermodel competition on the 25th and Dream Concert on the 10th of Oct without Jay! Like how could they. Dream Concert's gonna suck cuz there's no Jay and Dbsk. Even though there's like Bigbang and Snsd, my love for Bigbang isn't as big as my love for 2pm with Jay and Dbsk (sorry). No pearl red balloons on that day ): Like how are they gonna perform I Hate You, Again and Again etc without Jay?! It's going to be like.... weird?

I don't like Ham, sorry to Ham fans out there (if there's any) but they can't be compared to f(x), Snsd, Brown Eyed Girls, 2NE1. And i love f(x) ♥ And i'm starting to kind-of-like Snsd and B.E.G and 2NE1 cuz they're really good.

Anyway, Shanna's house for sleepover later! And i must remember to harvest my tomatoes when i'm @ her house if not they'd wither on me and i'd lose alot of moneyzzzzzzz.

2009-09-18T22:18:00.016+08:00

16 September,

HAPPY FOURTEENTH BIRTHDAY MICHELLE TAY, STAY TALL AND SMART, (L) YOU!
17 September,

HAPPY FOURTEENTH BIRTHAY YIJUN, HOPE YOU LIKE THE PRESENT LYDIA, SHERENA AND I GAVE YOU, (L) YOU!
18 September,

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY AMBER, f(x)'s TOTALLY AMAZING, STAY HANDSOME ♥

Leadja come back soon, jyp's official statement didn't state that you won't come back so there's still kind of some hope, we know you want to go back to Korea, everybody doesn't hate you, in fact everybody wants you to go back, cuz 7-1=0, i miss you alot and 2pm isn't the same without you, cuz you're the one and only leader for 2pm and nobody can replace you.

I totally don't know what to do. I don't want everything to be awkward. But i don't even know what's going on, what can i do? Dawn says it'll just blow over and i shouldn't think about it too much, but honestly, i don't think so. When i look back, everything seems so faraway. We're no longer the same, when you've got others, i take the backseat. And no, everything's my fault isn't it? I don't even know what the heck gone wrong. Probably it's cuz we have so much differences. There's no longer a us, it's just you and me. What do you want me to do? Damn i keep on editing this, but really, why can't we just go back to the past when we were so so so close, and nothing came between us. I don't understand why we're going thru all these. We aren't able to talk normally now, you've got other people, you're happier, if you need a friend there'll always be people waiting to be your bestfriend, i guess it doesn't matter if i'm no longer your close friend. I don't know about me, but i don't want to forget everything.

From West Mall and Lot One outings weekly last year, talks at vivo, random walking at i don't know where, camwhoring at ikea, much as i want to forget them, i can't. No common topic, just blank stares silence between us.

It's so much better after i ranted everything out.

P/s I like Quakers granola bars! They're super nice even though Charlene says they're fattening, but it's too nice to resist :D

They aren't 7 people, they're one. 2PM is not 2PM without Jay ♥

2009-09-17T19:39:00.000+08:00

Every day we always go back to the same place ♥
Staring at the blank screen, i have no idea how to put it in words. Kay anyway i like Kiss by Sandara Park, it spells a-w-e-s-o-m-e k. Birthday wishes later.

Chia says Xinyun and i discuss kpop stuff (Jaebeom's incident) as though it's like economic crises. It is okay! ): It should have made the headlines of every single newspapers. Xinyun supports the boycott and i shouldn't buy their album/products now unless they have nothing to do with JYP. I think she's right.

Today was horrible, totally horrible. School > Training > Home. Oh yes saw Gail and her friend walking but i was on the bus, met Mingzhen and her friend on the bus.

Anyway. I don't know how to put it in words. I'm at loss for what to do. I don't know why you're doing this. One moment it was fine, the next moment.... If you treat me like this, i don't think you put much importance in our friendship, and seeing that i'm being treated with no feelings/easily replaced, i guess you don't really care about our friendship anymore. I really don't know what to do. And i'm sick and tired of it. Instead of doing this why don't you just tell me straight into my face. First her, now you. I don't know if the problem lies with me or what, cuz i definitely don't know what happened and why you're doing this. Maybe it was wrong that we're so close in the first place. I should have just let go a long time ago instead of holding on, hoping that everything's going to be alright and ending up getting tired again, confused and angry. This time, i'm really not going to hold on. Because i've learnt my lesson.

So sorry Siyi i didn't play well and kind of caused us to lose/play not well cuz i was in a really really bad mood/upset. I'm so sorry. Am gonna apologise to her later, even if idk if she's mad or not. Talk with Dawn and Jiawei after training, thank you so much ♥

Dk if i should buy the teens magazine, cuz 2AM's featured, probably not if they don't have poster.

"My teams mates said that they will never let go of our hand. Holding our hands and walk together till the end, from that moment, my tears start flowing out..."
- Jokwon ♥

2009-09-16T19:38:00.005+08:00

Knowing all the pains of tomorrow, i can’t turn around, i can’t decide ♥
Changed blogskin, not extremely happy with it though, but it's okay + i (L) the icons like alot. And yezzzzzzz blogger's finally back to normal cuz it totally puts me off when it isn't normal. I don't like to blog as much so i won't, isn't that sad? :D

Monday Stayed back after school to study, went to drama room with Yijun to study as 207B (odd)'s there, and the other room is 207A Chia's group. Supposed to study with Chia after her rehearsal but i wanted to go home so ditched Chia =/ And also, never ever play with a red marker, unglamxmany ttm can. Met gay Claris @ clementi and went wcp with her before going home, she's extremely mean + annoying ):

Tuesday Chang was really touched by that 2pm performance like me, Jaebeom's such a caring/nice leader he should totally come back! The other 2pm members need their awesome hyung! K anyway after school studied a little with Chang before taking bus to Clementi with her. I got another dbsk poster be jealous Chang ~ I want a 2pm one ):

Wednesday Physics was total shit i'm prepared to fail D< Didn't present passion speech today thank god. Plaza Sing after school with Sherena, Yuhan and Lydia to buy presents. No more 2pm in comics connection ): I want the korean mag really badly but it's $30 and i can't read korean, darn it. Went to find 2pm's mini-album myself, the rest left first. Concluded that Singapore don't have 2pm's mini-album, sad much? Tell me if you know where got sell k. Met them @ bus stop took bus with Y to Clementi, the bus uncle is nice > 175 home. Need to edit passion speech, cwsd, starting mugging!

I'm getting readdicted to every single 2pm song. It's really nice/happy to know that Jaebeom's settling down in Seattle, but i want him to come back to Korea + 2pm, very very very very badly cuz i can't imagine 2pm without him ): He isn't sure if he wants to go back ): But if he's happier in Seattle, then that's really really good and i should probably wish him all the best and support him no matter what :D And Boom is a really really nice manager :D And i don't think i'm buying 2pm's next album if it's without Jaebeom, cuz the 2pm i love isn't with 6 members or 7 members but without Jay.

Leadja come back please, please. We're all waiting for you ♥

My heart is hurting very much
My heart feels like it’s being torn apart because he is a dongseng that I love
Because I believe and love my dongseng I believe that he will return with a better appearance
Today my heart is hurting very much
Jaebeom, hyung will work harder so that when you return I can protect and hug you with a warmer embrace
Please return healthy
I love you
- Boom

2009-09-13T14:11:00.003+08:00

"Silent protest on going now at Seaol JYP office. ~~700~~ More than 1,500 hottests vs 100 police.", HOTTESTS HWAITING! Although i would prefer y'all not to boycott 2pm, it hurts to see the boys sad cuz of this ): I half want to watch Inkigayo, but i'm scared i'd be really sad seeing Taec and Wooyoungie forced to smile/laugh/everything, when they're really sad.

I got no passion yet )':

Let's walk together.
- Chansung ♥

2009-09-12T19:47:00.008+08:00

You might come back
You might come back
Why aren't you coming back
I'm still waiting for you
You might come back ♥
It just brings tears to my eyes and makes me feel sad all over again. Please don't let ^ be their last performance together, please. I refuse to accept the fact he's leaving 2pm forever, cuz i believe he'd be back, no matter how long later. The only and only leadja, Park Jaebeom, please come back ): Spamming You Might Come Back like crazy play count's going to be higher than Lachata, trust me. Also, 동방신기, Always keep the faith; ♥

I need a new blogskin but i can't find any that i really really like ): Physics blox in 4 days time i still haven't touched it. Friday Didn't go training cuz too tired sorry J, C, D, G D: Afternoon Vivo with M and D > M's house to slack > Home. Today Mugday + Videoing day. Finishing on Plate Tectonics, it's funny that i've started on Geog when it's so many weeks away but barely started on Physics when it's 4 days away.

Cutting down on usage of phone, i've spent $90+ in less than 50 days, own la. Cuz mine's the $128 one i've spent too much on twitter so i'm leaving my phone far away from me i still got 30 days more. 6 rows in a row about 2PM, i'm going to continue this until everything settles, always keep the faith.

This is a conspiracy!
- Park Jaebeom ♥

2009-09-09T23:13:00.003+08:00

Okay, i'm posting like crazy now but i am damn freaking pissed at the random person. Firstly, this person thinks Jaebeom should leave Korea cuz of the comment etc etc. And look at what he commented, retarded much?

WHAT THE FUCK/LMAO.
The argument's still going on. And no, i don't know who the heck that is. Even the person who stirred up all the trouble is already sorry and asked for forgiveness (not that everyone will forgive) but still, that person will live with guilt for the rest of his/her (some say its a schoolboy some say its schoolgirl) life for ruining dreams of Jay + the career of the rest of 2pm.

I feel sad/crying again when i watched 2PM's MVs/Wildbunny/2PM Everyone Idol Show/listen to their songs, cuz it wouldn't be the same anymore )': I want Jay back ~

On a happier note, i love Lachata ttm, it's play count on my itunes is 60, yes in just one day. f(x) = a-m-a-z-i-n-g

2009-09-09T14:24:00.005+08:00

We stand, believe, and love only 7. No more, no less, no one else ♥

"We HOTTEST don't HATE YOU,
we'll be thinking of ONLY YOU AGAIN & AGAIN because you are our 10 POINTS OUT OF 10 POINTS ANGEL and we know someday YOU MIGHT COME BACK.
So what time it is now? It's 2PM. Time to spread the love."
- comment from soompi

K proper post.
Monday Training > Drama > Lunch @ bukit timah plaza kfc > Home > H's house to study = failure > Watch wildbunny > Watched Mr and Mrs Smith > Home watch ftly.
Tuesday Training > Home > Major rampage.

Waste of space, whatever. I've got a lifetime wish: When i go to korea i must go to Junsu's (DBSK) dad's pizza place! But i must know how to go there first. Anyone wna go with me? :D
Oh yes i'm liking Junsu from 2pm more now i like his oh-so-dazzling smile :D I don't care if he got plastic for his smile, alot of people don't like him cuz of that -.- Like whatever la so many people did plastic before.

Speaking of smile......

i'll wait for that smile again. ♥

I don't know what to do. It's hard coping with everything and i'm really tired.

2009-09-08T21:41:00.005+08:00

Looking @ the photos, reading the updates, listening to their songs makes me really really sad and feel like crying again. How am i going to sleep later ):

I fucking hate the antis. They totally screwed 2pm up. Cuz 2pm won't ever be the same without Jay. Why can't they just put themselves in his shoes and see how it feels like to be him 4 years ago? The rest of 2pm are sad too, they cried when he left.

Can't you antis stop causing so much trouble? They're at the peak of their career, they just had 1st anniversary, and cuz of something Jay said 4 years ago, y'all just dug it out and caused a whole bigass problem and now he has the leave, 2pm's not going to be as popular/good as before, y'all are like just ruining the rest of the members as well.

I don't care if Junho's replacing him as leader or what, it's not that i don't like Junho, but Jaebeom is always the best leader. Ever. Wooyoung take care, stay strong ~ 2pm hwaiting! Spread the 2pm hottest love all over the world ♥

Jaebeom, all the best, we'd definitely miss you, of course we'd want you to go back to 2pm, but we'll respect your decision no matter what, hope you'd be happy and we'd still love you ttm and support no matter what happens. 박재범, HWAITING! ♥

And they're my favourite band besides Dbsk. First Dbsk, now 2pm, sigh. Dbsk and 2pm, always keep the faith.

I'm so sad i can't even be bothered to get pissed over a bitch. And yes, it's happening all over again. Bloody faker, why don't you ever stop? You're seriously getting on my nerves. I am really really fucking pissed. Why can't she just stop being sucha faker and get a mind of her own, then get lost?

2009-09-08T15:20:00.009+08:00

박재범, HWAITING! ♥
Jaebeom can't leave 2pm. Sigh, it's not just 2pm without it's leader D<

X fingers X fingers X fingers, Hottests please stop Jay @ the airport )': ~~100~~ 300 fans already.

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He's @ the airport now, please don't leave, please. WHY AREN'T THE FANS STOPPING HIM ): I really want to cry already.
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Antis are you happy now? Look what you've done. What's gonna happen to Jaebeom/2pm now? And they just had their first anniversary. Now the second's not going to be with Jaebeom. Please let it be false. Please.
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2009-09-06T17:29:00.004+08:00

Let’s not fight with the ones in front, in back, and on the sides, get on ♥
Wasted yesterday, only mugged 2hours which was tuition, damn. Today only a few question on indices + linear inequalities, around 2h or less. Damn i need to start really mugging. Determined. Wonder how long it'll last. Training later must mug math again after training. Guess what i left physics notes in class, hope i really left it in class or i'd just die.

Breakfast date + running before training, study date (probably) after training/drama. Studystudystudy. Loseweightloseweightloseweight.

f(x) = amazing. Am liking girlgroups now, 2NE1 Brown Eyed Girls Snsd f(x) 4minute. But i'm not gonna fangirl them too much, not my type eyecandy =/ But they're waaaaaaay hot, totally jealous can.
I GOT NO TAGGSSSSSSSSSSSSSS TODAAAY ~ Cry with me plz. Okay shit i sound like some despo bitch =/

I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you so
I should've held on tight, I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing, I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself

2009-09-04T21:26:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY 2PM! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Love y'all ttm, Jaebum Nichkhun Taecyeon Wooyoung Chansung Junsu Junho :D Can't w8 for your full album to be released, hmv better have them or i'd be so so sad, they don't have their album/2NE1's albums last time i checked, sadness ttm, i should just assume their all sold out 8)

I'm digging Lachata ~ f(x) spells a-m-a-z-i-n-g. And they're so young. I like Amber cause she's real cool B) Sorry Chia i know you don't like Lachata but i do! It's the current song i'm spamming like crazy, after Heartbreaker/I Hope :D

Drank 5x700ml of water today~ Balloon blowing after school while w8ing, i want the videos Vera/Jiajing took! And the pix Jiajing took! Quick upload them~

Island Creamery + Macs w/ Dawn and Jiawei after school. Shouldn't have ate @ macs, totally regretted )': Fats x10000000 ): Island Creamery didn't cheat my $ for milo, cause it was quite nice, not say very nice though. 2bux for a cup, xpected. Breakfast date on monday ^o^ Half done with WSLIN, must start mugging already, ohyeaaa physics quiz 9/10, first quiz i did so well 8) - haolianz -. Indices quiz was...... ):

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KUDOS TO THE QUEEN JIAJING ^o^

Chuachua the alien~

Don't look back ♥

2009-09-03T20:47:00.001+08:00

Today is so...... I don't know.
Honestly, i don't know. Y'all probably think i'm a selfish selfcentred unreasonable ignorant full-of-excuses bitch, and to tell you the truth, i don't care. Cause if i think from your point of view, i'd think that way too. But if *i* think from my point of view, i don't like it at all.

It isn't an excuse at all, it's pretty obvious i hate this ttm. You're so so so sure that you wouldn't blame me if i screwed it up? I don't think so. Probably you won't say it right into my face, but behind my back? Okay, even if you won't do that, don't tell me you wouldn't be disappointed/pissed. If it's me, i would be. Anyone would be, don't deny it any longer.

Y'all obviously think i have no rights to make choices, cause it's purely based on chance. Of course you wouldn't be complaining would you? No, cause no one wants this role, so obviously you wouldn't complain. As long as you're satisfied, you don't see the reason why anyone else will complain. Of course if i were in your shoes, i'd think that way too. Everyone has a selfish side don't they? Heard of stage fright, no? I've got it. Like hello, i get all scared when playing competition, oh acting infront of others would be a piece of cake.

Honestly, i don't care. You're the one making the choices. What can i do? If i don't screw up, it's the best for everyone. If i do, you'd know what's gonna happen. If you're not gonna do anything, i'd probably just sulk and do my best. What else can *i* do? Just remember, put yourself into others' shoes, treat others' like they've got feelings. Do you know how it hurts when people treat you like you're some sucker, backup, someone who doesn't have feelings/choices? Do you know how it feels like to hold your tears back? Do you know how it feels to keep everything inside? It's much better if everything's let out. Making someone look/feel inferior isn't nice at all. And it isn't nice if you're bias.

Secondly, so what if i get good marks for some exam? You'd always have the impression i suck like bullshitz. Wonderful. Thirdly, i'm sick of people always pointing out flaws of others, right infront of their faces. When it isn't their own freaking fault. Don't you realise it's annoying and hurting?

I don't see a need to be nice to people that are way mean to you, i don't see a need to be the one always giving in and accepting it.

Thanks Chang + S + people who brightend my day. Thanks a whole lot, love you ttm.

2009-09-01T21:47:00.002+08:00

Even if I love again, I only want you. ♥
Note: Don't ever watch Haruharu mv after watching ftly/bof, cause you'd end up crying, alot. I can't believe i cried again after watching haruharu, i've watched that a billion times and i didn't cry. Gosh.

Today was pretty unproductive, spent some time doing indices, only did like one page. Haven't done finish written task. Spent rest of the day on psp/computer. Supposed to go out and watch Orphan, but didn't. H came over and intended to watch it online, but i backed out, cause i read the plot and got scared. Watched Wild Bunny + random stupid videos + talk alot.

Told her everything, she said go for what i want. I don't know, don't dare, cause i don't want to make everything worse. I really want to just turn back in time and fix everything, sigh. Regretted alot. Many stuff in the past didn't mean anything to me, but now it means really alot. Shouldn't have let go. Confused, x fingers it's just temporary, i don't want to go thru all that again.

I really like I Hope alot, really alot.

Anyway, Wooyoung and Junho! Love them (+ rest of 2pm) ttm.

2009-08-31T20:47:00.006+08:00

Replayed I Hope x1000000000 times, for many days alr.

Saturday Morning, studied a little > Cabbed to bugis cause was late, ask the taxi uncle go bugis then change to ikea then bugis again -.- 17bux for the fare, damn > Book cake/seats @ pastamania > Crab Flower Club play, was okay > Dinner @ pastamania, fake fight/finding lighter for cake/Chia going to toilet (at the wrong time) when we went to get the cake > Sing + eat cake > Plaza Sing to get teachers' day stuff > Rachel's house to make teachers' day gifts > Reach home around 10+

Sunday Weiping's house to bake cookies, i like :D She made me cut the alphabets of Mrs Kheng's name twice, thrice for the G ): Cuimin did her teacher's card for a real long time. Training after that, super tiring.

Monday Class Party, nothing much except for the songs. Celebrations in hall = not bad, better than last year's, major leg cramps/aches. Dismissed @ 11, left for nanhua, super sian/emo with Weiping, sorry if i attitude you la ): Guys don't know what say Mrs Kheng coming down look for us make us w8 so long then in the end she never say will come down, total waste of time can.

Jurongpoint with 6f'07 classmates, pizza hut for lunch with Cuimin, Yishan, Rosemarie, Mavis, Felicia, Wanling, Deirdre, Junming, Clement, Zhao and Jonathan. Watched The Proposal again with CM, RM, M, J x2, Z + Yuhan, Boonfang and Krystal.

I still liked it and was different cause there was no one clinging onto me like Queen Jiajing and no one squealing + whining/the guys + MAVIS TOH laugh until damn loud can. And Gv's movie quality is super lousy compared to Cathay. Some parts abit boring but i still found the part when Margaret runaway from the wedding til the end quite touching la. CM and Mavis cried, for different parts though, found CM's one funny cause probably i know the ending alr thats why.

Somehow i want to turn back in time, make everything alright. I could always make it right now though, but it's probably because i don't dare. Just in case. I don't want to screw it up and make it even worse.

First day i'm home before 7.30 since thursday, tmr i'm gonna catch up on videos + schoolwork.
I got no tags i am sad x10000000000000 - inserts sad faces -
I Hope + Heartbreaker.

2009-08-28T21:41:00.001+08:00

Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever ♥

School > Ion with Shanna, Jiajing, Lydia, Sherena (Ion buddies!) > Wisma > Ion, bought skirt from new look + saw Cuimin and her vb teammates tons of times + saw Clement > Mrted to Queenstown > Bus to Queensway Shopping Centre > Collect cca jacket > 197, home @ 8.

Daesung's discharged! Get well soon k! Mnet 20's Choices, - inserts trillions of ♥ - 2PM, hot summer heat popularity & hot performance (L), Nichkhun, Mr Hot Beauty :D Not forgetting Bigbang + 2NE1 hot cf star gosh, 2PM owns :D

2009-08-26T20:48:00.000+08:00

But you said goodbye and goodbye ♥
I'm loving heartbreaker ttm, i don't care if anyone accuses him of plagiarizing Right Round, yes i love that song too, but he didn't so too bad :D

Got back langarts i'm so so so happy cause i finally got A1 :D Like just A1 only, but who cares it's double weightage so it pulled my really lousy history :D This time blocks was really good, better than last term's. Improved/stayed the same grade for everything except Geog and History, i h8 humanities )': If it wasn't for History i would have passed everything, but oh well i've failed history last blocks too. X fingers, hope my msg will be below 2.0 this time, hope normal work doesn't pull my grades down or i'll be really disappointed. From 3.33 to at most 2.1 (for blox), i can't believe it.

After school:
Cine with classmates, Shanna, Jiajing, Lydia, Vera, Sherena, saw an idiot but i didn't say hi/total dao, he ran away first, and i'm seeing him on monday again, sigh > Subway > Watched The Proposal, we bought the real front seats but we changed seats in the end, still in front but seats position wasn't that bad. Jiajing was noisy, i like the movie :D > Ion > *bux > Mrt to commonwealth (Shanna ditched me at redhill) > 198 home.

Want to watch alot of movies, those that queen Jiajing wants to watch too, wanted a movie marathon and she suggested renting movies and watching them at one go at someone's house, i like! :D

Physics blox are coming soon, less than a month so i've gotta start revising and start understanding, i only get newton's laws (forces) but i'm not entirely sure about them ):

D.E.G!

Bbz.

2009-08-24T19:44:00.005+08:00

L8 for school, school sucked @ the end, pissed off. Damn. Like i haven't got enough to handle with, yea it's probably nothing to you, but it's like damn freaking alot to me, cause i aint that capable -.-

Disappointed, C6 for history fml. Never passed history this year gosh. Tired.

2009-08-20T19:57:00.002+08:00

The heart of me is strong today ♥
Tpy macs for breakfast @ 9 > Training til 11 > Bathe/lunch and met Grace @ 12 > Watched them eat lunch til 1 > Caught UP > Library to study and got scolded for sitting on floor/blocked shelves tons of times > Macs to continue studying/a little bitching > 143 home.

Want to watch The Proposal tmr, but don't think can cause i watched Up. Boo. Probably watching Orphan next week with H, M and D. Not sure cause i'm kind of scared but also curious! Sherena they all tried today they didn't get in, hope can but with darlingz around it's gonna be hard, cause she looks..... unsixteenly, nicer word :D

Don't trust allkpop, thank you Xinyun for tell me the facts, allkpop totally cheated my feelings. If SME ever dare to replace Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu, i'd go on a major panic-strike, cause it won't be Dbsk anymore, and i doubt they'll be half as good, and the new group will lose half of the original fans.

DBSK HWAITING! ♥

2009-08-19T19:41:00.012+08:00

I don’t need any words. it’s just you ♥

Tuesday
School > Ntu Chinese Heritage Centre (love the mirrors, h8 it cause it's boring and can't wander around on your own/not supposed to take pix but i did take a few) > School > Home.

Some fucked up bitch bitched about us again cause we didn't go training. Hell we reached school by 4pm and we're like shitass tired and even slept on the bus + thigh hurts since monday, ask chenjl yourself i told him (in Grace's and Hanzhi's case, arm/hand), and guess what you only bitched about the two of us (if i'm not wrong) w/o getting your fucking facts right. Watch out next training, you're totally gonna get it from me, you asked for it, this isn't the first time alr. J and D says don't so rash, i don't know but seriously cannot tahan alr, see her damn bueysong totally blackface.

Happy 21st birthday Kwon Jiyong! ♥
Though i'm not a megafan of you, but i stil (L) you + Bigbang alot, cause Bigbang's the first korean band i love, grats on your solo album - inserts tons of hearts -

Wednesday
School, got geog results, total bullshitz though i passed, argued + irritated Ktan for marks but he got pissed -.- V v v v not happy with the results, B3. Probably i expected too much, idk my expectations this year are waaaay higher, like if i don't get A1/A2 i'd be disappointed, last year i pass/fail i don't even care, prolly i care much more about studies this year. Sigh. Getting zero for cme, i don't really care since its not counted in msg, so i don't care if i get a F in my cme/culture.

Gonna go ballastic soon. Not forgetting i haven't been training as hard as before, sigh. I've gotta buck up if not next year i can't play then i'd be really really really really extremely extremely super sad )': It means alot to me. I'm super motivated to train harder and push myself much more this time (studies too) cause i wanna prove someone wrong. I don't want anymore aches i can't afford it anymore. It's definately the competition within the team that's pushing me :D

Zonals '10 are coming so soon i need to buck up i can't afford to lose anything anymore. Deproving like hell mad since blox, cause haven't been training properly. Sept holidays i'm going to train like mad with G and S, if not if i lose another thing again, and i can't stand it.

X fingers for history + langarts. Queensway with G > Home.

Grats on your successful operation Daesung! Get well soon quick! ♥

P/s One smiley today. Pathetic ttm.
P/s/s Don't steal my photos kay or i'll be really really angry D<

2009-08-17T20:21:00.004+08:00

Even if I love again, I only hope for you ♥
Happy birthday chia :D Everything else is on facebook so if you wanna know go see :D

I want a polaroid camera, mum says she might sponser, but see first. Dearest Yuhan got fever get well soon! Got back bio and chinese, bio A1, but i'm like 4th last in class i don't really care alr cause i thought i'd fail. Chinese B3, improved from last time so better ^^

Training was okaaaay except i got kinda pissed. Stupid some bitch keep on staring at me, with that expression like i owe her something like that. Even Grace says so. Must be because i'm like too awesome that's why she stare la, jealous much? Bet you are cause you ain't as awesome as me ^^ And keep on haoliaaaaning she going for the chinese debate thing, whatever like who cares. And keep on showing off you oh so awesome chinese results, boo. Last test you got lousy for geog, don't dare say anything. BULLSHITZ!

Kay anyway she damn bitch, tsk. Disappointment. She lies, tries to make us quarrel among ourselves, backstabs, suck up to people, and purposely haoliaaan infront of everybody. Quoted, 'To be honest, i think Yirong's a bad influence.' If i'm a bad influence, what are you? So what if my results are lousier than you huhhhh.

Rmb P6, who was the one who said she'll definately get higher than me for PSLE? Guess what you got lower, nothing to say huh. Now you keep on emphasising, 'Those who do well in primary school doesn't mean they'll do well in secondary school.' Like it's your muthafucking business. I suggest you go bang wall and die. Treating you nice, no point. And i don't wna continue like that forever.

Not forgetting you're a hypocrite! But i shan't emphasise on hypocrites, waste of my oh so awesome time. Bitch about you for like a hundred thousand times, i don't feel guilty ley, cause i sometimes will feel super bad if i bitch about other people, but you, nothing la. Cause probably you're waaaaaay to ass that's why :D

2009-08-16T21:21:00.002+08:00

Tears flow and my heart aches ♥
I FEEL DAMN CHEATED BY MY BROTHER LA. I HAD THE STUPID IMPRESSION THAT HE'S DAMN GUAI NOW THEN I FOUND OUT HE'S EVEN WORSE THAN ME IN SCHOOL. Other than attirewise, he's even worse than me lor. AND I ALWAYS THOUGHT HE NEVER PON SCHOOL/LESSON HE DID THAT ALL THE TIME AFTER TAKING ATTENDANCE IN SCHOOL OR W/O. AND A WHOLE CHUNK OF BAD STUFF I SHAN'T SAY BUT THEY'RE ON FB. TOTALLY CHEAT MY FEELINGS. Kay now i won't feel guilty if i do anything bad since i know my brother did worse. Stupid me has all along thought he was a innocent student, cheat my feelings ): And he never got caught. - inserts tons of swear words -

Today was a waste of time. Except mass bitching. Cityvibe for lunch @ shintokyo > Queensway to pay jacket money, didn't cause too little > West mall to buy bag, but don't have any i like > Home > Training > Home

YUHAN GO STALK THE BALDING GUY.

Featuring chips!

I got no tags today ): - inserts sad faces -

2009-08-15T12:46:00.005+08:00

It's so annoying how parents always break their promises, when they promised something/allowed, they'd say that they never said that at all last minute. And i'd have to talk a whole chunk before they say okay. I swear i'm gna go ballastic if my parents do that again/if some other people's parents do that again. Some people know what i mean.

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Still got but dk why cannot bluetooth, sigh. Tmr see if can. Vids on fb, don't wna lag my blog. And i like my new blogskin :D
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2009-08-14T22:08:00.002+08:00

Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I ♥
Wednesday
Don't know.

Thursday
School = boring, didn't present chinese sia thank god. Training was okay.

Today
Was not bad, better than expected, i thought i'd be boring ttm.
Before funfair was -.- Only the video was interesting. Kay funfair was alright, not as nice as last year's though, cause it's shorter. Sold fishballs with Yuhan and Michelle, also with Chang. after shift went around to eat and played wii with Chia and Shanna, playing table tennis on wii, got owned by the comp la zzzz pathetic x100000000.

Wanted to go haunted house but queue was really long, so didn't. Wasted alot of coupons cause couldn't use finish. Bought green balloon then gave to Shanna Chua to burst since it has no helium. Bought two with helium, the green one is super zai kay, cause i accidently let go of it then went up to the fans and it didn't burst and kept spinning, pro ttm. Xiaojing caught it in the end, but i let go of it again ): Still didn't burst and kept spinning at the fans there alot of times, super zai. Tried using the banner to get two balloons down, total failure. Only stopped when Mr Chow told us to stop
-.-

Field for the dk what thing. Kay anyway were supposed to split into two teams (red and white). Odd register number supposed to be in red but since our class tee's white, nobody bothered to change so everyone just went to white, except for 6 people. Stalking Jiajing, hilarious. Videos and pix of her unglamness gna be posted on fb la, then everyone can see how unglam our dear queen is :D I like my dbsk red balloon :D Found it and Chia took my yellow one so ended up with one.

After the stupid field thing, supposed to go bowling with Weiping, but she and i didn't feel like, so don't go. Went Plaza Sing with Chia, Jiajing, Lydia, Puijeng. Spent alot of time in school walking to and fro from sidegate, alot of times. Reached Plaza Sing to buy tix first and then ate lunch and yoshinyoya, tried the ufo thing never get anything ): Watched Where Got Ghost, scary ttm. All of us were damn scared and screamings except for Puijeng, it's either we're super scared of scary movies or Puijeng's very brave. And i think most people will think the movie not even scary lor, must be us la. And Puijeng was amused by us i think ._. I still think it's scary!

Comics connection + carrefore after that, took train with Puijeng and went to commonwealth to take bus. And i think i hit alot of people with my balloon today, so ps =/

I ♥ 207!
Kthxciaoz

2009-08-11T17:31:00.002+08:00

YIJUN'S EXTRA FINGERS!

One is missing, cause if i post it Xinyun will prolly kill me, but you can still view it on facebook! ^^

Math back today, 47/60! :D Quite happy cause i thought i wouldn't get so high, but compared to others it's not really high i think, alot of people got A1. But wtv la, happy ^^v

Still doing chinese sia script booo.

"Our friendship is stronger than all else because we’re breathing the same air, speaking the same thoughts, and living one dream." - Kim Jaejoong

2009-08-10T19:51:00.000+08:00

So I couldn't fall asleep at night ♥
Yesterday night, dearz came over, pig left after dinner with her, ditched us, sigh ): Came over crap + slack + stupid ass did my toenails, so ugly. Removing it like NOW. Pig sucks ttm.

Today, sentosa > Siloso > Palawan > Silso > Palawan > Dolphin Lagoon > Vivo to crap slack sit eat. Major gosipping, (L) Never spend much today, for the first time. Didn't buy clothes from mango/zara/f21, nothing caught our eye. $$ spent on food (fats x100000000).

Cannot find cable, fucking pissed. No photos for ytd and today, never take. All overdue photos sigh.

My blog's boring. I'm reliking Gee, sick of Tell Me Your Wish boo. Snsd's not bad. 2PM + dbsk + Bigbang still better. I don't want school.

Idk la stop asking/bugging me please, i really don't know, i want to think carefully about it.

2009-08-08T17:35:00.009+08:00

Usb cable flown somewhere and i can't find it. You know what this means. Boo. Using the computer is boring, for the first time. Bye computer. Hello djmax :D I can't max combo two songs, damn. I'm gna play until i max combo them.
Meeting pig and dearz later cannot wait! Ages since i saw them!

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Max combo(ed) the two songs alr, nothing to do now, and i don't wna play finish the battery. Reading blog's archives made me think alot, really alot. Laughter, joy, tears, anger, anxiety etcetera. A big shoutout to bestfriend dearz darlingz pig, thankyou so much and ily x100000000 ^^v And not forgetting teammates ex and current classmates, thankyou too :D

Promised myself not to be so angsty. And i'm gna swear to be bitchy to people who are er bitches? Kay wtv, it's just not worth it being nice who are bitchy to you, getting yourself hurt and everything, so why be nice. I know it's wrong to be bitchy, but some deserves the bitchy treatment from yours (awesome) truly. So too bad. You know who you are, so does everyone.

Am not gna blame everything on others and gna start reflecting if something goes wrong, cause i've taken too many things for granted.

Dk what to wear on monday yet, tanktop and ?? Don't wna wear fbts. Gna buy coloured shorts later i guess. 1 hour to go.

@ 8.12
Back at home after going west coast plaza, was on the way out to go meet them, then in the end they say they want come over. But having dinner @ wcp first so i walked around and bought red shorts, from idk? Then i decided to come home for dinner. Stupid asses ):
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2009-08-07T22:34:00.003+08:00

The sky was burning up like fireworks ♥
I don't wna upload pix today, tired ttm. Burned tons of fats today, happy happy ^^v

Yesterday
Bio was total shit, confirm fail. After school went kap to buy macs before training, then went back school to eat. Training was okay but see someone's face bueysong alr, see only ley -.- Training ended at 4.30 cause we started early, island creamery with Grace and Jiawei. Did stupid/childish stuff but wtv la. Took photos @ the kids thingy lol. Took bus to coronation, for no reason. Walked abit then left at 6.

Don't know whats gna happen at comps next year, sigh. Nytt, we'll fight for what we aim for. Quoted from Mingzhen.

Today
Mascot making in school, 207's owns kay :D We got a prize for it ^^v Teachers singing = hilarious ttm. Gna upload the vid + pix on fb tmr.

After school went vivo with Grace. Had Superdog for lunch. Saw some people at vivo. Bought black mango basic + Wingyan's birthday present. Then go the topmost floor there play water. Rain halfway lor, wtf. Then went back to walk around, wanted go bugis but Grace's mum coming walked around again with her. Tired alr spent time in mango playing djmax. I want that fcuk tee, pretty :D

Grace's mum sent Cuimin, their classmate and i to bus stop (Me and CM) W8ed damn long for 67, cause i wanted to go lot one so made Cuimin accompany me :b I like to annoy her with whys, tsk Cuimin's mediocre mind. Kay reached lot one @ 6.55, told her confirm can buy finish my stuff by 7.15, then really lor but she wanted go comics connections. Bought 4 pairs of socks, anklet @ the bluez cause yls confiscated mine in the morning, zzzz. Checked out comics connection then left, took 188 and reached home @ 8.

2009-08-06T22:04:00.001+08:00

Proper post tmr, this post's for rants. Kay, don't know how to start off. I wna sleep soon so i'll make this simple, no bolds/underlines/coloured.

I've probably ranted about you much more times here already, yes i guess alot of people already realise i hate you and probably you've realised it etc etc. Still, i still can't freaking stand the way you backstab people, even your really close friends (from what Celeste said). Trying to make grudges among us? I don't think that's nice. Cause it's none of your business so i suggest you stop sticking your nose into everything. I/she/we/they don't want go, your problem? Don't have to make things worse/make her more angry right. Damn.

Also, you've got some personal grudge against me huh. Pathetic. Only know how backstab. Don't know what's called tell me face to face? Humji. Said i changed, i'm not serious about training etc. Pot calling the kettle black. Tsk. I don't care if you're angry at the way i'm treating you, cause you're treating me even worse. Haven't you heard of being nice? I guess not. Cause when i don't want to have any problems with you, i treat you nice, what did you do in return? Rubbish.

I've given up in trying to be nice so don't blame me if i'm being bitchy. Cause if i don't like you, i'd be real bitchy, seriously. I'm not joking kay. Complain to others for all you want. Cause apparently almost everyone knows i hate you. Not forgetting that some of us can't stand you. Can't believe we used to be so so so close a few years back, you're a total stranger to me, like how i am to you, in your opinion.

Oh yes, in YOUR opinion, i've changed for the worse and became a bad influence? Since you think so why don't you come tell me straight in my face? Or you're too gutless/don't want to get into any trouble? Humji. I don't give a shit about your opinions hon, like i'm gna change just because you don't like my character, fyi, you aren't any better. I don't act like an immature kids who starts feuds between others/backstabs others.

Blackfacing you and giving you shit attitude is the last thing i'd ever do, but i've done it alr, it shows how much i rly can't stand you. If you don't realise it, too bad :D If you ever read this post, i don't mind you scolding me, as long as its face to face. If not, don't even try, cause you'd totally regret it if i find out, i promise you that.

2009-08-05T20:35:00.001+08:00

Maths = total killer, i don't think i'd get my A1, which means i won't get any A1s for this blox, sad no?
Langarts = Fine.
Geog = screwed, it's damn easy but i forgot my notes though i memorised it last week, damn.

Spent today memorising bio, two chapters complete, left with hereditary. Bio's gna cause a panic-strike for me someday, and i'm gna go insane cause of blox.

Joei can't go sentosa, - inserts sad faces - We'll wait for you! :b Kay anyway, anyone wants go out on monday (since no sentosa anymore), cause its only of my few days i can go out full day. Anyone anywhere anytime ^^v

Probably gna spend my friday after going out with Grace to complete chinese presentation + stuff, oh some damn letter i've gotta write cause of the trouble i got into -.-

I want wild bunny to come out, how come haven't come out ): And darlingz cheerup, don't be sad!

2009-08-04T20:01:00.002+08:00

We’re spinning on a roller coaster ride ♥

Short post, blogger just deleted my entire post, how wonderful.
Chinese = total crap for the first part, confirm die alr zzzzzz.
History = Okay, only sourcebased question idk why i wrote all those stuff sigh. Probably all irrelevant. Kay anyway hope can pass.

Can't w8 for blox to be over cause this week's gna be so awesome can't w8 ^^v No shopping though i'm like broke ttm, damn. I'm scared for maths, don't think i'll do well this time. Geog confirm screw since i forgotten my notes i'm gna spend the next 1h+ rerevising, pathetic much? Langarts, don't even wna talk about it.......

P/s I miss nanhua alot idk why ):

2009-08-03T19:11:00.006+08:00

So don't call me crying ♥
Today = ): Anyway, get well soon, S, J, Y, V!

Kay anyway, happy now cause i got a Seungri nametag - inserts gazillion smileyfaces - And also Jaejoong's one, to replace the broken one, no face though, sigh. Seungri looks kind of gay in the nametag, damn. It's the only one left, so just bought it. Why do they always make Seungri look gay when he isn't, look at strong baby video! And the part they didn't put in the video, how can they make Seungri look gay when he's so hawt, - inserts gazillion sad faces. Taeyang and top look nice in the nametag, didn't buy though. Anyway Bigbang's Bringing You Love album's coming out soon! After Gdragon's solo album. Can't w8.

Studying with Celeste = total failure. She distracted me so we ended up bitching, mass bitching. And i didn't do anything productive, sigh. History and Chinese tmr, ): x100000000000. Everything's lagging on me, blogger, cbox, youtube, bullshitz. Only facebook isn't lagging. And i stupid random/unknown numbers calling me, pick up then hung up, wlao.

Smsing Huipeng's real funny.
Yijun laughs at everything i do! Hilarious.
Chia's in big trouble if she says she h8s 2PM/Nichkhun, watch out chia :b
Thankyou to those who wished me goodluck/jiayou/for bts and cheerup msgs, tyvm, y'all just made me realise i'm not alone ^^v

P/s Highlight the yellow ones if you wna know what they are, it's not even important any.
PP/s Madass mugging for the night, ciaoz
PPP/s I want Wild Bunny ep 3 to come out quick!
PPPP/s I CAN'T FREAKING BELIEVE I FORGOT: THANKYOU HANZHI FOR THE YUNHO POSTER! :D

2009-08-02T22:31:00.004+08:00

Forever is over ♥
Emoz emoz, everyone's emo ):

Haven't been posting properly with a comp, pathetic no? Photos need to be posted, someday/after blocks/i don't know when, lazy ttm. I'm supposed to be satisfied today cause i finished 2 chapters of bio and done a little maths, dbsk isn't disbanding afterall (thank goodness). Stupid.

Youtube isn't loading, sighs. Wanted to post a whole ton of stuff but mind went blank when i started this post. Been losing temper easily these few days idk why, probably i couldn't take it anymore/stress of blocks. Sigh. It just seems not fair when you didn't do anything to that person, she treats you like real bad, you couldn't help but being a bitch towards her. I don't know what are some people's problem, idiotic x1000000.

I don't know what do, i really don't.

Do you know how it feels like when you're getting such a treatment when you didn't do anything, do you?
Do you know how it feels like when you've lost someone, you can't get that person back no matter how hard you wanted, do you?

2009-08-01T17:10:00.000+08:00

I don't want dbsk to disband, i'd go crazy if that happens, seriously.

2009-07-30T21:14:00.001+08:00

I don't care if i'm breaking my promise. And i'm not since its from my phone i'm posting.

Why are you being so unreasonable huh. You get angry at my brother then get angry with me also when i didn't do a single shit? What the fuck la. And you're saying i haven't been studying hard enough, what a joke. This is the first time i'm studying like this in two years, kay this is the second year. I study in th morning before school, during lunch, white space and sometimes after school.

Last year i didn't give a shit about studies you didn't scold. And now i'm literally grounding myself except for going out to study, you're saying i haven't been studying enough? What the shit. I don't give a fuck if you expect me to be like my brother, he's a genius k he spend like same time or maybe a little more than me studying, and he gets almost all As for everything. Too bad i'm more dumb than him, my fault huh. You can't expect me to get msg of lower than 2, cause in the first place mine's higher, and he's smarter.

♥♥♥
On a happier note, finished history today @ je library with bestfriend. Ytd before dental went plaza sing, spent $12+ bux on bigbang mirror, dbsk + bigbang stuff, i want 2pm stuff but don't have D< Dental after that, stayed in burgerking to study history before getting my ohsobling fab wallet.

2009-07-28T17:01:00.000+08:00

Am at *bucks now. Break from memorising of geog, left with last part, uses of forests. And i'm not breaking my promise, i'm not at the comp i'm posting from my phone ^^v so i'm typing in perfect english. Chang came with me to clementi/i went with her. She's having electone lessons at yamaha.
*bucks is my favourite place to study other than school and libraries. Macs is next.
Kthxbye. Must finish geog!

2009-07-27T23:58:00.001+08:00

The clock reads 23.58 and i'm finally done with chinese sia, all four passages + qianyan finished before midnight, i'm so proud of myself ^^v Don't know how i'm gna survive tmr with less than eight hours of sleep, i know it's still alot but i need alot or sleep or my eyelids will start closing in the middle of lessons tmr. Langarts not done, but i guess i'll finish it up during lunch tmr.

Kthxbye, see you after blocks. Oh it's midnight now, wonderful.

2009-07-27T16:17:00.009+08:00

Quick post before i go MIA for a week, one week of madass studying ahead for me, blocks are next week, guess what i haven't done much of my revision. I've got:

Geography - Vegetation
History - Everything -.-
Maths - Trigonometry, Quadratic Graphs, Similarity and Congruency

Not forgetting dear chinese sia due tmr i haven't done half of it, congratulations to myself. Probably i'd stay in school to study instead of coming home, i can't do anything at home. Kay now talking about work make me all stressed stressed stressed stressed, sad no? We got no life, like what's the point with all the studying? So what if we get good marks and have a wonderful life we still die right? Life's a bitch. And i spent like i don't know how much in popular (school's and west coast plaza's) just for chinese sia paper, amazing. Saw exclassmates + nanhua people in clementi, made me miss nanhua so much, and back then we didn't have to rush out anything/worry about projects and there were no stupid sias. Sigh ):

At least my favourite boyfs cheer me up, (L) them ttm ♥.

More motivation to study 'cause of my favourite boyfs, promised myself if i studied like crazy and completed everything by sunday i'm gna spend the whole day watching videos, haven't done that in a long time, pathetic much?
Anyway did i mention my brother's friend got him a super cute cat balloon for his birthday, it's so cute and it's inflatable and it can stand omg cute x100000!

Blog's full of idol pictures gosh, i swear i'll upload pictures (nothing to do with idols) next time!

Off to do work, kthxbye.

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LAST PERSON YOU'D WANT TO HAVE AROUND/TALKING TO YOU WHILE DOING WORK IS MY DEAREST BITCH. SHE CANNOT KEEP HER MOUTH SHUT AND DON'T KNOW HOW TO EMO IN ONE CORNER IF YOU DAO HER, CAUSING YOU NOT TO CONCENTRATE IN WHATEVER YOU'RE DOING. Not a behaviour of a sane person eh. We should totally webcam someday dearz, so you don't have to come over and distract me. Love you ttm! ^^v And we haven't been smsing as much as before! Cannot drift kay. Misssss you alot sigh ):

P/S BLOGGER IS A BITCH, FOR THE MOMENT.
PP/S I CAN'T BELIEVE I DEDICATED A NICE PART OF MY POST TO A BITCH ):
PPP/S HEY DEARZ YOU AREN'T VIEWING MY PRIVATE BLOG 'CAUSE THERE'S RANTS ABOUT YOU ^^v (Kay i'm not serious, it's pretty much dead anyway)
PPPP/S Sucks to be doing chinese sia now, i'm gna tear my hair out sooner or later, at least i'm more than halfway done ^^
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2009-07-25T12:54:00.002+08:00

I don't get it. Why can't you just stop it. Have your own sense of originality please. It's waaay too much and it's starting to piss me off. It doesn't mean i don't mind if i don't say anything. But now it's way too much.

2009-07-24T19:39:00.007+08:00

Kimbum Jaebum Top Jaejoong (L)
Nichkhun's not there, 'cause he's waaaaay too important x) Actually no, i just couldn't find a super cute picture of him that can be resized to fit that. So i'm going to have a super big photo just for him. Don't worry i still love my five boyfs, the one in the previous posts.

Yay i love him ttm, NICHKHUN! <3

Kyuhyun's reaaaaally cute, but i don't like him that much, sad no? Dream concert in october, it's definately going to be the most awesome event of the year. DBSK + 2PM + BIGBANG + SUJU + WG + (SOME OTHER AWESOME BANDS), WHAT CONCERT IS GNA BE BETTER THAN THAT! Other than J's and D's concerts (you know who i mean) I want to go and see! D: Why can't i be born in korea instead D< I'd give up anything just to go watch (not forgetting Jesse Mccartney and David Archuleta solo concerts but they're gna come singapore someday, i don't know when, so i'd just wait :D)

Nichkhun's so so so, so cute. Especially when doing his mission in 2PM idol show. I know i'm damn lag but i don't bother watching shows kay. And i can't wait for IRIS and Yunho's drama and Kimbum's drama to come out! :D

I don't understand why you're doing this. You know what, i didn't tick your name. 'Cause i think you don't deserve it after what you did to me/us/whoever else.

2009-07-23T20:03:00.008+08:00

ILY ♥
There's more of my faves, but they aren't up there yet D< Gna make another one soon. It's done in paint, so obviously it isn't as nice as photoshop and i haven't editted it, i want my photoshop back i can't believe i lost it/my brother lost it D< Probably gna use ict lesson to edit this photo :D Haven't been uploading pictures, regular posts/no pictures, pathetic much? If you steal this photo from my blog, you're pretty much dead, 'cause i'm gna get angry and everything, seriously. I don't give a shit if you ask for permission 'cause i'd say no, and it's one-of-a-kind i don't want to see same thing but different faces.

2009-07-22T19:58:00.004+08:00

How do you stay awake knowing all I do is think of you ♥
Evyerbody's getting sick now, get well soon kay luvz.

I feel kind of accomplished today, finished memorising weather and climate. Now i'd have to go through it often before blocks so i won't forget. Vegetation next i must complete it soon if not there's no time for bio and history - inserts tons of sad faces - Everytime i think of blocks i get nervous gosh. Last year i don't think i cared too much about blocks eh. Total regret. I'm not going to slack this year.

Lunch supposed to study with study buddies, ended up watching Bigbang MVs and fangirling. Must start really studying tmr. KAP after school with bestfriend to mug, finished up one chapter of weather and climate + a little of vegetation Home to fb + dl songs.

I feel super fat today. Must start to eat lots of fruits instead of junk. Don't know what i'm gonna do after blocks are over, i don't have the urge to go out anymore, probably it's 'cause of blocks. I'm going to work my ass off for the blocks. Also, studying helps to get your mind off, ehem.

Cross country cancelled - inserts tons of happy faces - I hate getting sweaty unless its training. Washing face between classes make me much more refreshed, less sweaty. This post is whole bunch of crap. Brother went for training when he's supposed to be quarantined. And he played squash before training since he didn't have to go to school -.-

Talking to Dawn, it's so fun. Pretty scared that the favour for next year's gna screw up, it's okay if you don't know what i'm talking about, 'cause only the person involved knows.

Going to study, kthxbye.

P.S I THINK KYUHYUN & SUNGMIN ARE CUTE (CHANG AND CHIA INFLUENCE). But i still love bigbang + dbsk <3

2009-07-21T19:19:00.014+08:00

Total shitass mood today, pissed off by three people, like wow. First person, thinking of her makes me pissed. Second person, he's insane. Dawn you're wrong. No sane person would want to sms another just to piss them. ~~And after a whole pissing-off day, obviously i'd me more cranky. Wonderful.~~ YAY HE OWES ME 3 FAVOURS :D For pissing me off :D Dawn owes me six :D Last person, made me blackface after school. Sorry teammates for the blackface, sorry if i offended you. Really.

DELETED TOO BAD IF YOU MISSED IT :D
I'm learning how to be less hateful, more gracious. Don't lash everything out.

Cooled down after a little training, i guess training helped me chill. So i'm not really that pissed already. ~~But still -.-~~ Not that pissed anymore. Must.Learn.To.Be.More.Gracious. I don't expect anything. I just hope everything's gonna go back normal. Bishan on thurs to get my ohsobling fab golden wallet, don't know if will regret ley, take alot of time + may not be as nice as i thought, but who cares la study on the train ^^v

On a happier note, nytt, go http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=543954&id=1133060267 :D MOMENTS WITH NYTT :D

2009-07-19T19:19:00.006+08:00

What we had has come and gone ♥

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you
will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Sweet.

Looking back at previous posts i realised i sound so different, i sound like a kid last time, and much happier. It seems like a total different person to me. Don't know what happened, everything sounds so different. Maybe we should rewind back in time. A post everyday, isn't that wonderful? Done geography today, nothing went into my head.

Credits to deviantart

2009-07-18T18:33:00.000+08:00

Click to enlarge, count the emails, do your and see who spammed more :D

2009-07-17T23:13:00.003+08:00

It hurts me so much to see you looking so tired. Forgetting isn't easy.

2009-07-16T20:50:00.006+08:00

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone ♥
School was okay, lessons were shitass boring, eyelids closing ): Spent half the time during icas sleeping, tired ttm. White space + lunch = Mugging geog + blogthings. Didn't mug much during white space thanks to two certain someones :D Chang + Chia = my study buddies :D

Plaza sing after school with Yijun, Carina, Xinyun, Vera. Did alot of stupid things and Yijun was laughing like mad. Embarressing x100000 k! Bought shrooms + apple pie and brought it into the theatre. Harry Potter was not bad, but they cut out so many parts! And Harry's supposed to kiss Ginny and not the other way round
-.- Oh Draco (Tom Felton) is damn hot :D I won't fight with Jiajing for him though. I don't like Lavander she very ass D:

Tmr physics quiz, confirm fail.
Failed trigo quiz, 4/10.
Haven't finished geog revision.
Blocks in less than one month.
Getting eyebags due to lack of sleep.
I can't get what i really really want no matter how hard i try.

FML

2009-07-15T21:42:00.004+08:00

When it all falls apart ♥
No proper post/pix.

1. Tired ttm, backache ):
2. Love Nobody and So Hot :D I know the song's damn old but who cares i like old songs.
3. Fangirling on fb with Chang(i)
4. Training and dinner @ tpy hdb hub today, doubles with Celeste, Celeste's mom, Jiawei :D
5. Dawn you're forbidden to tell anyone what i said to you today or you'll like die :D
6. HARRY POTTER TIX BOOOOOKED :D Can't w8 though the characters don't look as nice except for Hermoine (sp?) and Draco.
7. Tyvm Ms Sim for the awesome cake ^^v

I'm not gonna wait for like eight months, i won't sit around and wait, i'll learn to let go, forget and move on.

2009-07-14T20:52:00.005+08:00

HI I GOT A NEW LITTLE SISTER IN SCHOOL, SHE'S CHANG JIELIN ^^v
Her hair is super nice, guess why :D She's supposed to be exactly 11 months older than me, like really exactly.

School's pretty much alright currently. Unglam photos ttm ): On fb and in phone, next post. History and langarts were boring. Didn't fall asleep thanks to my phone :D Training after school was alright, doubles with Siyi! We simply own k :D And the singles one also, we owned la 11-5, sets that we won tgt :D

Need to start mugging during lunch starting from tmr. Shanna Chua don't distract me k :D

I was telling Jiawei about that time lifeskills camp (we didn't go) the last day Grace and i were at the bus stop and there were two rv guys behind us and they were discussing about us being in basketball rofl. Oh one of them thought i was one particular basketballer (don't wanna mention names la) and i was like -.- And dear Jiawei said this:

Click to enlarge
AKLJGKLJKLJDSF WTF! Dawn and Celeste thinks i have the softball look but i'm not tan laa. I STILL GOT THE TABLETENNIS LOOK ^^

PIX TMR, TRAINING @ TPY TMR, HARRY POTTER ON THURS THOUGHT NOT CONFIRM ^^

2009-07-12T21:21:00.019+08:00

And when I see you cry it makes me want to die ♥

Hilarious ttm. Claris you can just gnd/be bisexual/become a guy from now on.
Two days wasted, totally regretted it. Today was like shitz k. Spent whole day playing sims3, before going training stopped at darlingz's house to drop off her dinner -.- I'm like damn nice k, never charge her service fee. And she super proz her didn't even send me to bus stop to take bus for training, smartass.

Training = total crap, elbow = gone ballasitc. Bought elbow guard after training, guess what i bought one size bigger, no use -.- Oh did i mention the stupid hairdresser cut my fringe too short? Now i still have to clip it hard + extra clip. On the bright side it's going to be okay in 1 - 2 weeks, but i prolly have to go to the hairdresser to make it nicer, and it definately wouldn't be the same one.

Major bitching about a certain someone with Celeste, bitching makes me feel better after a bullshitz day. Maybe i should learn to stop hating and start being grateful, but seeing who i'm surrounded with, it's pretty hard. Smileys are only meaningful on a happy day.

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Bitching doesn't help at all ): AJLJKLACHJLCHJHA. So apparently she's going to make me until i lose my temper then she'll be happy. Pathetic much? Guess it doesn't work 'cos i'm too used to controlling tempers ^^ Like hello i started that since P3, so i guess you're annoying/pissing off the wrong person. I'm on your blacklist huh, backstabbing me and criticising me, immature kid. Humji, why don't you say all these face to face? I'm sure you're dying to hon ^^ Oh yes, just to inform you, you're on many of our i don't like you list :D I don't want to lose my temper at you 'cos after all, we'll be spending so much time together (k this sounds damn wrong), and it won't do others good. So i shall be the nice person, give in Life's never fair. I don't get anything i want badly, like really badly.
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Got this photo from fb, last match against cedar/first time playing doubles with Siyi in compts! Off-topic: I forgot my photobucket username, smart no?

K anyway credits to Sirui for this amazing picture :D Except i was blinking halfway ._. Unglam ttm.

Can't tell we're winning but actually we're leading one set but we lost 3-1 in the end ):

2009-07-10T22:14:00.006+08:00

You're on my heart just like a tattoo ♥
HALJKLJAOJLIGFJ. I h8 nanyang ttm la wtf. What's with the keeping social distance from each other thing, we're still in the same class right. I'm gonna miss my source of entertainment (Jiajing) and Chang and Minhui! ): Who's gonna play bingo with me during culture now huh! And no one to fangirl with ): Raynee's infront of me so i won't miss her lol. Zzzzzz i h8 this stupid swine flu wtffff. The good thing is i'm right @ the back whoo Huipeng's next to me :D And i can actl take a good look @ dbsk at the back :D I want my seating arrangement back! Why must it be in register no. la why can't it be the same except seperated! If i can't pay attention in class/screw my blocks up i'm gonna blame it on the person who suggested with the arrangement.

Today, mass mugging day, first time in my entire life. And i'm gonna try to continue that w/ weight losing scheme! Studied geog in library with Chang and Chia during lunch, during culture wrote letter to Wingyan and play bingo with Chang :D Je library after school with Yiyan, geog again. Home around 4 to mug geog again and i'm done with weather and climate ^^ Bzbd also half done, awesome ttm. Tmr, starting on vegetation + reading R&J.

Wlm is being a damn bitch. Dc-ing all the time, can't be bothered to sign in alr la. At least Celeste told me good news ^^ I'm gonna cut fringe tmr to legal/not-so-legal length for school.

Photos tmr, kthxbyermbtomissme ^^

P.S Happy birthday pig :D Grow up alright, don't act like a five-year-old when you're fourteen! Thank you for letting me rant and always been there and we haven't talked in ages (k weeks). See you soon and stop annoying me all the time k.

2009-07-09T20:00:00.002+08:00

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you ♥
Depression. H&W today, i'm like 90%, omg gnd gnd gnd. I don't give a shit about height but seriously, weight losing scheme starts tmr, i don't care i want to lose alot/some/little/idk weight by end of this month. Fruits and exercising is now my bestfriends, how wonderful.

Spent white space studying weathering, turns out it wasn't tested, wlao ktan gnd la zzz total waste of my time. He was l8 for half the lesson btw, i don't rly care since i can't stand geog.

Serene with Jiawei, met Shanna, Xinyun, Jiajing, Vera, Lydia on the way out so joined them with Jiawei. Macs first, fries (tons of fat + oil zzzzz major exercising), island creamery next, yoghurt + reverso (sp?). Home around 3+

Today's gonna be the last day i enjoy all the awesome food, weight losing scheme starts tmr, 'cos it's for the sake of my mental well-being, i'll probably be much more demoralised if i step on the weighing scale realising i haven't lost weight, but then again it might be because of my muscles (HAHA WTF), but wtv la i'm gonna get rid as much fats as possible.

Studying starts today, like after this post. Blocks are like so soon i need to cram everything into my head already. I want to watch Harry Potter and it's probably the last time i'm gonna go out before blocks are over. Idk how i'd be able to survive but oh well, results are much more important (i can't believe i'm saying this zzz) Somehow i already know i won't do well zzzzz but i'll try to put in effort. Somehow i'm motivated to study, omg i can't believe it.

A million thanks to Carina for kimbum's picture! Thankyou so much omg ^^

2009-07-08T18:58:00.004+08:00

When I am on the telephone I hear you say goodnight ♥
Finally pictures are up, thankyou photobucket :D I like The Climb by Miley Cyrus, though i don't rly like her but the song's awesome. Selfish's an amazing song. H&W TMR OH MY GOSH! I want to stay 80% like forever, plz plz plz i don't wanna be more than 80%, omg i can just gnd if i'm higher than that )':

4th July

Pretty AYG ticket :D

Temperature stickers, mine's prettier ^^

SINGAPORE'S MATCH, SECOND TABLE FROM RIGHT! ^^

6th July

Temperature stickers again

YAY SINGAPORE TEAM'S THE THIRD FROM LEFT, RED AND WHITE!

Pretty singapore flag ^^

YAY SEE THE RED AND WHITE ONE ^^

Tsk Celeste ah

8th July

Jiajing w/ triangle from maths :O

Guess what they're doing! :D

KIM SANG BUM <3

CHANGGGGGG!

2009-07-07T12:18:00.009+08:00

There's always gonna be another mountain ♥
In school, i h8 school ): Kind of starting to get Romeo&Juliet, and it's raining now yay :D And i love my new blogskin i don't care what you say Grace Lee ^^ I spent a 4+h editing it and nearly died gosh, but i'm pretty satisfied with it :D

Yesterday
Awesome day ttm ^^ Met Winglam @ Clementi mrt and took mrt to somerset and walked to cineleisure. W8ed for the Deirdre and Moeke and then bought holiday nibblers (which were delicious) Bought tickets for Ice Age 3 3D and took quite long to find the cinema -.-

Movie was okay, pretty amusing. Walked around cine for awhile and left w/ Deirdre to take mrt to toapayoh and it was raining and i got wet ): I h8 rainy days when i'm walking in them, 'cos you'll get all wet and sticky, gross much? Met Celeste @ the stadium entrance and went in to watch.

All the matches were damn nice k, and Celeste and i talked about ehem and ehem and ehem for like the entire time, only another person knows what we're talking about :b Dawn came during the boys singles finals, and a pretty amusing thing happened ^^

Dinner w/ Dawn, Celeste, Celeste's mum and her friend at food court, Celeste's mum treated us, tyvm :D More talks about ehem and ehem and ehem, and Dawn wants to date a celebrity next time! I wouldn't mind if its David Archuleta 8) But other than that i wouldn't want la. Left around 7.30, daddy came and fetched.

AYG's like ending today, no more awesome matches to watch ): I want to watch YOG! :D

Today
Nothing much but just got owned by Charlane in taptap, yls didn't come in for chinese and did corrections, went popular w/ Jiajing to buy stuff.

Dance tmr, H&W on thurs omfgawdz! D< I don't want buttache/hit 50kg! I swear i definately put on weight; eating icecream/cookies doesn't help at all. I am like gonna start exercising more!

And to a certain someone, can you stop being sucha bitch omg. People treat you nicely, can't you appreciate it instead being annoying/pissing off? Is your life full of making ridiculous remarks about others and humiliating others? Gosh, it's like a must for you to make ridiculous remarks about how tall i am and making it sound like being tall isn't good, and like once or twice jokingly it's okay, but you have to do like every fucking day. Like what the fuck bitch, but since you dare to make such remarks then what's so good about being short huh, like no offense to others k =/ Trying to make others look like a loser doesn't help you at all, it shows how much of a loser/bitch you are instead. Haven't you realised no one's willing to tell you anything personal about themselves anymore? 'Cos you'll talk all the time about it, and bugging/forcing people to tell you doesn't help either. Like plz, i sms someone so kaypo also wanna know who, always ask whether is that person or not. Even if is not you also don't believe, ask for what la. Alot of people are sick of you already, don't you even realise that we don't even want to have anything to do with you? Oh btw, you're like damn hypocrite and extra. Full of lies too. And plz, stop acting like you got a damn lot of experience in r/s and like even if you have one you'll talk about it w/o telling others until they ask you about it. Plz you don't even have a r/s in the past still talk so much -.- Complaining so much about some stuff which you volunteered, plz just because all of us stayed doesn't mean you must k, and you ended up whining so much, we didn't fucking hell force you to stay. And you're a fucking backstabber bitch, gosh you can like just gnd manz.

No pictures yet, i'm rly fed up with blogger alr.
On a happier note,
HAPPY TWENTIETH BIRTHDAY KIM SANG BUM! ♥♥♥
- inserts trillions of hearts -
I love your killer smile ttm! Sorry no photo 'cos blogger's being a bitch )': I wanna fly to korea to see you omg! Saranghaeyo ♥

I've never wanted something so bad in my life, realising that i can't get it makes me feel even worse )':

2009-07-05T12:42:00.010+08:00

You spin my head right round, right round ♥
Thursday was a letdown, total waste of my time, tell me what shit use is that huh. Subway cookies <3
Friday, i forgot.

K, so saturday, woke up like really early for breakfast w/ Grace and Dawn at tpy macs. Headed to sports hall to watch the mixed doubles matches. Celeste and Althea were there as well. Singapore lost to japan )': But they're like hell pro my gosh. Arcade after the match, back again for the singles match and Dawn was infatuated with foxy and mr fluffy hair, tsk she was saying, 'my foxy', hilarious ttm. Cine for lunch with Dawn, we totally missed the singles matches, Dawn was sad she missed foxy's match, pathetic much? :b K i know he's pro and everything but she's like mad over him, where did box a and lemon go :O

Supposed to go queensway to pay jacket money and get my waterbottle, but Grace fell sick so she can't go anywhere. I'm probably gonna get subway for lunch, since parents are out. I SHOULD HAVE GONE TPY TO WATCH MATCH TODAY 'COS I GOT SEASONAL TIX. And they're like wasted now, my brother can't go too. ANYONE WANTS THE TIX?

Photos later, i'm don't feel like uploading them now.

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K, pictures as promised, and i found nytt'09 last match against cedar pictures, posting them but censoring face 'cos i look horrible =/ Haven't found my lovely photoshop, so won't be editing/uploading yet, sad much? Credits to Sirui for taking the pictures ^^
DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH BLOGGER'S UPLOADING PICTURES, DONE ALR STILL NO CODES, CHEAT MY FEELINGS EH ): Oh well, blogger you noobshitz D< Anyway, supposed to go over to Michelle L's, but i'm pretty worn out from training just now, it was gr8 :D Couldn't make it and i'm kind of lazy =/ So yeah, sorry uh D:

Calf muscle's been hurting since morning, must be from the basketball arcade we play ytd, we seriously owned la, 200+ points! It's not alot but we aren't basketball players and my aiming kinda sucks, so it's considered as an acheivement haha ^^

I simply love Kimbum (and his killer smile) His cfs are so cute, 'cos he's in them! :D Ice Age 3 tmr with exteammates, then ayg finals again! ^^ Probably major gossiping with Celeste, about ehem and ehem, *winks* And i haven't filed my chinese stuff/LA stuff and i haven't done chinese SIA draft five ): Couldn't be bothered =/ R&J is like...... total crap? Don't rly understand and haven't even read the bleddy book -.-
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2009-07-01T21:51:00.001+08:00

You know what, you're doing this for the sake of doing, since everyone else did. And you don't deserve anything you got, think about it, what did you do to contribute, nothing right? You just turn up for the sake of turning up, doing that for the sake of doing that and also almost all of us are.

2009-07-01T19:53:00.024+08:00

When you left I lost a part of me ♥
This month's gonna be awesome i am damn happy whooo ^^ Ayg semis/finals here i come! :D And also foa, hope it's awesome, it should be since nanyang's performing arts are a-m-a-z-i-n-g! :D I.AM.SO.HAPPY. Ayg's gonna be awesome too i guess since it's semis and finals, hope singapore's gonna get in finals and get gold :D Then it'll be damn worth it whoo :D Pray hard we get the tix :D

On the sad note, James Ong wants a meeting tmr @ 2.30, i think i might have to give the island creamary trip w/ classmates a miss, 'cos they'll have to wait around 1hour or more for me so i think i'd miss it since it's so unfair for them ): And also why can't James Ong arrange that meeting on friday instead?!

Off-topic: Yunho and Seungri from same elementry school! So cool oh my gosh my favourite from Dbsk and Bigbang! :D And also, We Belong Together (mariah carey not bigbang) is addictive oh gosh! I still love Dead and Gone :D

Anyway, tuesday was uneventful, no homework! I did my chinese sia (a little) for once! :D Well anyway today was supposedly crap but ended up not bad :D Langarts in comp lab, spent whole time playing restaurant city/reading blogs/bejeweled(ing). Lunch had makeup bio lesson w/ Ms Lee, assembly became movie-watching, abit boring but it's much better compared to assembly

Lunch @ cityvibe after school, sushi! Wcp after that, shan't elaborate, let the pictures do the talking :D Most of them are selftimer shots, much nicer than the usual common camwhore HAHA. 4 mozzy bites! ):

Dk what GL doing uh.

Emoshitz, failed 'cos i was smiling! D: Grace Lee say i damn ladylike wtf!

Gah jumpshot failz (for me) D:

Spot the awesome hand ^^

Grace Lee jumshot failz

Failure of making a heart ):

1h to post this! Kthxbye, facebooking! :D

2009-06-29T19:23:00.006+08:00

I won't be posting so frequently, until i get the blogging bug again ^^

Thursday.
Orchard w/ Grace, lunch @ newyorknewyork, went to orchardcentral, heeren, wisma, paragon, taka, fareast, cine etc etc, total of ten shopping malls.

Friday.
Studying session w/ Fion in morning @ *bux, lunch @ cityvibe shintoyko, nanhua to study a little, forgot bat so cabbed home to get, cabbed back for training.

Sat + Sun.
Mass mugging + playing of sims 3. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CM (SUNDAY) :D 14 already old womannnnn :D

Today.
First day of school, new coform, Mrs Phua, physics teacher, Mrs Wong Poh Yee. Xinyun just reminded me of height and weight, i'm sure i've gone fatter 'cos i have been eating quite alot gosh but i kinda don't care as long as i'm 80-90% heh :D Hope i didn't grow taller, i need to stop growing manzx (i know this sounds so wrong) Icecream now gosh gosh.

Feel like buying tix for ayg tabletennis semis/finals but also don't feel like ley 'cos it's early in the morning of saturday and i abit can't be bothered =/ And i'm pissed w/ people for showing of that their school has extra hols, damn, make me jealous eh. Wtffffffff is wrong w/ nanyang! ):

Off to play sims 3 kthxbye :D

2009-06-27T22:56:00.003+08:00

RIP MICHAEL JACKSON.

Gosh this is so, so so sad ): Even though i wasn't a megahuge fan of his music (but i got to admit his music is amazing), and though i sometimes can't stand his overly-done makeup, it's still sad that he passed away ):

Also,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSEMARIE.
Hello 8-years-and-a-bit-more-friend :D K, though we aren't rly rly close but still we knew each other for so long isn't it amazing! Happy 14th birthday :D (i remember k :D)

Gonna update more tmr, kthxbye :D

2009-06-24T22:00:00.007+08:00

Internet connection is being a bitch, it's pissing me off like crazy 'cos it takes a trillion years to load a page and some page can't even be viewed i h8 it ttm.

I wanna change to livejournal, the skins are fab. But somehow i can't leave blogger D: Someone told me to post about tuesday so i'll make it long. Didn't do any homework for the past few days oh gosh ):

Tuesday.
No school training oboy ^^ ('cos i don't like tuesday and thursday trainings :D) Woke up real l8 and Dawn made me cab to aitong -.- K took cab there, the uncle didn't know where was aitong so we ended up at catholic high that area until Dawn called to tell the road name. Fare was $22 like wth but Dawn's was $12+ from J8, so mine's still considered okay ^^ W8ed for laoniang for awhile but she was super l8 so went in first.

Took temperature and mine was 37.6 :D Dawn was damn jealous 'cos mine was higher than hers haha. Took again then is okay la. Played doubles w/ her and we lost everything except one, but nevermind we had fun ^^

After training took bus to J8 while laoniang and Guojing went home first. On the bus played her iphone toilet game, eh Dawn i'm pro @ it lo first time playing only ley! :b Had yoshinoya for lunch, not bad :D Went library to w8 for them and started reading books and Dawn was so sad she couldn't borrow books 'cos she had outstanding fines.

Went back J8 to find laoniang and Guojing and we waiting quite long for laoniang to eat tsk. Went arcade after that, we got checked but didn't get kicked out and Dawn was wearing the nanyang jersey w/ jacekt over and i was wearing camp tee ^^ Spent like alot-of-money on the ufo thing and i didn't get anything ): And played the baseball thing, eh i broke high score k, 'cos i ended up throwing everything instead of hitting it :b

Headed to library to read books, got scolded twice, once for talking too loud, another time for sitting @ the books there -.- Read for quite long then left around idk when :O

Photos in fb you go see yourself i can't be bothered to upload here :b

Today.
Went to Charlene's house to do maths sia, got lost and decided to take cab to her house, finished the poster and left a big mess on the floor and i was damn hungry ):

2009-06-22T21:11:00.004+08:00

Fuck, how thickskinned can you get? I got my orange ipod like in february, you got yours in may, you accuse me of copying you? Loads of bullshitz, like i said, you got zero originality, throw in shamlessness.

Everything you said were lies, you never meant them.

[Edit]
Major bitching + gossiping w/ fellow awesome (king) today ^^ Dental in the morning, took train + bus to school to meet Jiawei, bused to serene to have lunch at macs. Island creamary next (it's like a routine), baked alaska, awesome ttm.

Studying session at school library, drew graphs and couldn't do anything else 'cos i forgot my calculator wthz. Halfway went to use compt, restaurant citying, towerbloxing etcetera etcetera. Were hungry and walked to 7-11 for food. Bought tons of food (okay not too much but counted quite alot). Went back to study but ended up bitching/gossiping. Nearly got locked in the library, went to canteen to continue (heh) and left around 5.45

I got pictures like after ages, not much but at least there's pix.

[/Edit]

2009-06-21T21:01:00.005+08:00

No new photos = repeated photos! D: Maybe i should start uploading idol's photos like Xinyun! Blogskin is changed, like finally. The codes were killing me i almost forget how to edit 'cos i haven't been editing codes since i don't know when! Can't be bothered to change white to grey yet, i need a break from this man. This post is gonna be short, i'm gonna play the fabulous sims3 ^^

Friday.
Studied @ *bux (my fave place to study other than school and libraries) in the morning, quite productive for once ^^ Went to bus stop to meet Winglam (was l8 'cos got carried away mugging, for once), she missed 3 buses because of me! ): Took bus to nanhua for training/meet exteamates. Laughing til cried 'cos of Fion haha. Training was not bad because i spent almost the entire time laughing/bickering with Yuji, he's damn childish oh gosh. Playing doubles with him can get pissed until seriously cry, but in the end he play properly so it's okay :D

Saturday.
Didn't go ecp as only me and Carina could make it so decided not go go. Did a little homework at home, played sims3 and headed to west coast plaza to meet pig and dearz, had dinner @ sakae, it's not really that bad but i still don't really like it D: Went to west coast park by bus, even if it's only a stop away. Played around for a while, sat at the sea and chatted. Pig brought six m&m bottles. Ate them up (he ate most) and popped m&m bottles @ whoever passed by, got stared at alot :/ Left around 9 i guess.

Today.
Happy fathers day! ♥ Lunch @ Concorde Hotel, awesome ttm! :D The food was a-m-a-z-i-n-g! Went ecp for awhile, then went to vivo to shop :D Bought zara and gap stuff, spent like half of my savings already gosh ):

It's damn freaking unfair, why do i always have to be the one giving in and you're the one who wants everything your way. And just a few days before we're still on good terms and now what, you're giving me the cold shoulder and treating me like bullshit. Like what the fuck? I'm not your damn toy okay. You act like you're some person that everyone thinks you're damn good, guess what you disgust me ttm. You got no originality at all, immature thinking and wanting to have your way, stop being so selfish for once please, i don't care if everyone one loves you or whatever, i've tolerated enough k, i can't stand it already.

Getting bombed all the time is shit, like wth? And waiting around for your answer, and always getting disappointing ones, i had enough already. When can all this stop.

2009-06-18T14:16:00.005+08:00

I'm holding on to something and I do not know why I tried ♥

Yesterday.
Met Grace Lee @ bukit batok around 11.45, her mum sent us to tpy, thanks :D Went to subway to have lunch, went to stta to warm up, went opposite stta to buy mineral water ._. Spent damn long time looking for mineral water tsk. Went back stta, had match, won 3-0 and saw some ppl + exteamates. Watched some nice matches and left around 5, Grace's mum sent me back, tyvm :D Spent like 1h+ on the phone w/ Grace Lee @ night, talking about stuff :b And 20min+ w/ Dawn, she trying to make me help her w/ something which i didn't HAHA.

Today.
Went school for one hour to train, then cabbed to tpy mrt @ 10. Met Dawn there then walked to stta, had match, lost 3-1 to st nicks person zzzz. Was totally off-form today, like some lousy shit standard. Couldn't block/smack and can only cuo1 but since i'm anti i got whacked so lost la ): Was pretty disappointed 'cos i could have played 1000000000000000x better but today's standard was like shit D<

Had lunch opposite stta @ swensens, chicken baked rice + chocolate something. The drink was like shit and didn't even drink it, costs me $5.40 ): Took 157 back to school and then took bus home.

I need to get started on work, i only did like half or less ): And i need to go shopping, haven't got the chance to, pathetic right. Was busy this whole week w/ comps but it's over so yay i have tons of time! :D Can't wait for sat @ ecp, awesome :D

Have to buckup in trainings if i wanna play and win next year, i don't wanna play like some shit standard like today anymore D< Aitong next week tues and thurs, must put in more effort in trainings if not jl don't let me play next year ohno! 'Cos only at most three ppl in our batch can play (if there's no other ppl) so the jing4 zhen2 li4 v strong so must put in effort! And if get to play cannot play some lousy standard like today ):

Kthxbye.

2009-06-16T21:56:00.005+08:00

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer♥

Yesterday.
Training in morning, went home, supposedly studying, but ended up not doing any work, there goes my monday! ):

Today.
Didn't go nanyang training, haha i bet everyone who went missed me 'cos i'm way too awesome :b Dawn said v little people went, how pathetic. Went aitong to train instead, i think it's 1000000000000000x way better than nanyang training (obviously). Played match almost the entire training eh i think no aircon is 1000000x way better! :D

After training went J8 to have lunch @ pastamania w/ Grace, walked around then went to library to meet Chengqiong (laoniang) and Guojing (shenjingbing) :b Oh ya i taught one guy to call Chengqiong laoniang today HAHA i feel damn accomplished ^^

K then went library read book a few minutes then played djmax, shenjingbing played for like damn long and i taught/help laoniang do maths i swear i can't remember how to do sec1 maths! ): - inserts sad faces - Took bus to toapayoh for competition @ 3.15, went damn early and had nothing to do HAHA. Then trained a while and had match @ 5 w/ mayflower person, won 3-0 :D

Had dinner @ koufu, i saw Ms Francis Wong there! Then went back tpy w/ Grace for her match.Grace and Simin won too! :D Oh yeah Simin lent me her obs shirt 'cos jersey was damn sweaty aft morning training, thank you so much :D The shirt is damn nice haha i luv it ^^ Daddy fetched me home @ 8, after watching Denise's match. Tmr, match again @ 3pm i'd be missing gathering, actually i can't be bothered to go aft match 'cos i'm damn lazy and i can't be bothered :/

Thunder is an amazing song! :D

Kthxbye i don't wanna post no pix too bad 'cos i never take pix now so you have to bear w/ super wordy posts!

2009-06-14T23:11:00.003+08:00

I'm back whoo i knew everyone missed me! ^^ I can't wait for this week to start, trainings, zaobao cup, ecp and shopping! :D But i guess comps gonna take alot of time, hopefully can get past the few rounds :D On the sad note i'm missing 6F gathering but oh well even if got time i can't be bothered to go, since it's @ ecp too, and i don't rly feel sad :O

Kthxbye got a freaking long list of tags to reply D:

Grace: yeah shop for my present :D
I did yknow

Dawn: hey YIRONGZ. hmm sth kind ah.. DAWN'S THE BEST AND SHE BEATS THE RESTS HEHEH! &, u better believe it or you'll have nightmares and LUCKILY your darl will be there to PROTECT YOU. WHAT A KIND TAG :D
Dawn: yeah and u bettter miss the KIND ME who tagged u on your holiday k? but dont think of me too much or EHEM will be jealous
Crazy woman!

Jia Wei: YAY! I am the awesome king! :D :D :D
Jia Wei: Anways, thank you so much for going out with me :D love ya loads
Haha np :D

cm: HEY YOU BOUGHT MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT YAYYYYY! :) thank you in advance! wait, its going to be mine right! 0:
Haha yeah!

WEIPING: YAY! Here to make you few better(:
Haha tyvm :D

xinyun!: you never send me picture of changmin's handphone strap!
Sorry la i show you yunho's one ^^

Grace: ZHENGYIRONG FASTER COME BACK I MISS YOU
I KNOW YOU DO :D

celeste: hello senior! hehe i think i eat too many curry pok le :O so cough. :(
celeste: must buy prezents for us ar!!!
Who ask you eat so much! Bought alr la

.: hi er can i hav ur number?
Wth, no?

M: LOL WTF ASKING FOR NUMBER LIKE THIS ! k come back soon imissyou alot D; then can go shop and there's gss !! :D
M: the prices are hell cheap so come back fast !!
I knowwww :D

Grace: WOAH YIRONG GOT ADMIRER! AND DONT FORGET TO MISS ME :D
Zzzz okay!

fel: ZOMG yirong you. are. in. hot. demand. CAN I HAVE YOUR NUMBER TOO PLEASE? :D
fel: no lah actl i alr have hoohoo. BE JEALOUS WHOEVERYOUARE!:)
Fel you're crazy :/

H says: EH FASTER COME BACK HOR , SO MANY PEOPLE MISS YOU . you sneezing everyday right ?! come back go beach [:
Haha k ^^

{Phoebe}[: hello(: eh, what's that song playing on your blog? it's quite nice.
{Phoebe}[: how do you make youtube autoplay!
It's FM Static's Tonight. You can just go google it la

Jia Wei: Hey Yi Rong! :D Have fun on your holiday! :D Muahh
Haha ty :D

H says: you idiot never come online when you got internet access , faster come online update !
Kayz

Grace: I WILL FLY TO CHINA TO COME AND GET YOU!!~~~
Grace: - gone crazy -
Why am i surrounded by crazy people!

wing yan: Lol!!! zheng yi rong funny sia! force people to miss you!
I never haha just ASK :D There's a difference :b

Grace: YOU'RE BACK TODAYYYYYYY SMS MEEE~!!!
You lost your phone.

TANWEIPING: here's a tag specially for today cause you are coming back today!:O
Thankyouuu :D

yeeshin: hey yirong you're back? miss you too. love your blog song too :D
Haha tyvm :D

2009-06-02T16:47:00.004+08:00

You're a chancetaker, heartbreaker ♥
Yesterday
Training in the morning, alright la, after that went to serene w/ Jiawei, she got pangseh(ed) by her friend so her super awesome senior accompanied her to have her lunch. Went macs then island creamary, i luv island creamary ttm :D Yours truly is awesome queen and Jiawei's awesome king, tsk.

Today
Training in the morning (again). After that supposed go coro w/ Jiawei and meet dearz @ jp but in the end Grace Lee wanted to go so dearz went out w/ her friends instead, i know you're damn sad, 'cos you miss me way too much 'cos i am awesome! K anyway went w/ Jiawei and Grace to coro to buy bubbletea and watch Grace have her lunch -.-

Went to jp next, Jiawei left from coro ): Wanted to buy pouch from m)phosis but don't have! Walked around, bought Cuimin her birthday present, bought YUNHO and SEUNGRI hp straps from comics connection! ♥♥♥♥ Went to buy pouch @ the perfume strong -.- shop which we both cannot tahan alr ):

Sat @ a corner to talk about everything w/ old chang kee food :D Then left around 4+

I can't be bothered about you la, haven't you realised i don't even wanna communicate or have anything to do w/ you anymore? Say wtv you want, you can't break me :D (because i am awesome ^^)

MISS ME KAYZ :D
- inserts trillions of hearts -

2009-05-31T21:12:00.002+08:00

TICKETS CANCELLED, DAMN

Oh well, at least on the bright side, daddy promised to bring us to Australia right after eoys (if doesn't clash w/ the date he and his company going), if not Taiwan! So at least that's something better :D About the ayg one, i can't do anything, no choice lo but i hope can watch the table tennis ones la! :D

2009-05-30T14:09:00.003+08:00

Yesterday

Last day of school, like finally sabbaticals are over :D I kinda miss basic electronics (except the presentation and own thing part 'cos i just anyhow do). Soldering is pretty cool, though i kept burning myself. Spent most of the time today talking to Chang and Chia about dbsk (♥♥)/going to sm to stalk them/going to hollywood to stalk stars. I h8 speech training though the teacher is nice but i don't like to make a speech in front of people, so i h8 it alot.

Got the ayg opening ceremony preview ticket! :D I hope it's awesome haha it's gonna be awesome anyway since i'll be going w/ Dawn/Chang/Jiajing/Raynee etc ^^. Cine w/ Dawn after school, we always go there on the last day of school this year. Caught the 2.50pm Monsters vs Aliens show, was l8 and smuggled popcorn chicken in :b

Movies was gr8, after that walked around, bought the diva thingum and anklet and i got broke 'cos i returned Shanna 10bux. Headed to Taka to check out the clothes sale but it turned out to be a toy sale instead (i wonder what happened). Went to heeren after that to walk around again and @ 5+ took 143 home.

Today
Parents went for PTM today, eh not bad 'cos yls and Mr Kuo never say v v v v v bad stuff about me ('cos i got no bad stuff to say la, i'm a damn good student ^^). They said good stuff and also mentioned must put in more effort in work haha i shall try! L8er gonna have match @ night, but even if i get in next round i won't be able to play 'cos i'll be overseas but it's okay 'cos i might be playing w/ some super pro person and will lose anyway. Celeste's gonna accompany me l8er ^^, i'll just try to get top in my group even though can't play next round.

2009-05-28T20:14:00.007+08:00

Throw it away, forget yesterday ♥
Nasty day/week/term Keeping it inside for years i couldn't hold it back Bottling everything inside wasn't easy as you think It was much better when i've let it all out I'm sorry if i'd made y'all worry/scared when tears dropped in the middle of training Guess today was the last straw i couldn't take it anymore

Thankyou Jiawei Mingzhen Celeste Huiyi Simin Grace for accompanying me and making me feel better w/ toilet jokes Y'all just ditched everyone else in the room and came I think Mingzhen is right i shouldn't just let it pass

Last day of school tmr Get over and done w/ it

There's so much i want to tell you So much to say yet nothing comes out I could have just talked to you yet i didn't It's been ages since you've made me laugh Where did you go We used to spend one entire day talking about nothing but now there's so much so much i want to say to you i couldn't bring myself to do so I miss you alot Really You never knew You thought i was better off w/o you but you were wrong I didn't want to drift I never ever wanted to Sometimes i wonder Do you really care for me Have you ever wondered how much i would miss you

2009-05-27T21:44:00.005+08:00

I stare up at the stars, I wonder just where you are ♥
Today was a-w-e-s-o-me, 'cos i didn't go to school and skipped sabbats :D Spent time sleeping (^^), watching BOF (!), fbing :D Went to nanhua to meet the rest and well went to canteen meet the rest and walked around w/ Weiping and talked about what we did last time. Mrs Kheng came out then sing birthday song, cut cake and eat ^^

Then she left, most of the girls left leaving me, Weiping and Deirdre w/ the guys. Daniel was being emo all by himself tsk. The guys played soccer for a while and then Kanghui and Juntat show off -.- Then Ningxuan say play monkey then play lo, but is like the 3 of us just stand around never do anything and we were saying they purposely don't play seriously haha. Morgan was damn smart by cramping both his legs, tsk.

Left around 5.30 then went bigbookshop w/ Weiping to get A3 paper for bio sia and then we went home.

I h8 school ttm and everywhere got swine flu wth, skorea's gonna get bombed how! DBSK DON'T GET BOMBED OMG PLZ!

2009-05-26T19:33:00.008+08:00

I need your lovin' hands to come and pick me up♥
Lazy to post = point form (too bad if you don't like it)

1. Sabbats sucks ttm, i rather lessons plz -.-
2. Not used to my new bat (wood + rubber) yet. It sounds rly..... different? I
miss my old bat ): (Too bad it has a big hole D<) 3. Don't wanna go for csc comps on sat 'cos i wanna watch bof! :D
4. My brother put his wlm background as pink! Haha idk why!
5. I h8 this bitch i don't know rly well ttm, don't ask me why, bu shun yan (too
bad) :D
6. Tmr's Mrs Kheng's birthday!
7. Going back nanhua to celebrate and see some exclassmates.
8. ♥: DBSK, Kimbum, Minho! :D
9. BOF BOF BOF BOF BOF BOF! ♥
10. I swear i'm gonna put bof into ipod, so i can see Kimbum and Minho more! ^^
11. I can't wait til june holidays.
12. Hug is a-m-a-z-i-n-g! :D
13. Knee and back are being mega bitches again.
14. I love the rain to bits.
15. Street sale this sunday!
16. KIMBUM ♥

2009-05-24T21:27:00.005+08:00

Tonight i've fallen and i can't get up ♥
Gosh, everything's going so wrong Life's being a total bitch I wanna end this year real quick it's the worst year i'm having i wanna get out of it soon I seriously h8 life ttm i can't live up to your expectations i'm sorry You can't expect me to be happy all the time and no matter how much someone pisses me off i'm not supposed to show You all think that no matter what happens i'd be happy even if i'm sad angry or disappointed i don't show Guess what this leads to y'all thinking i'm heartless and wtv Oh gosh y'know that sucks ttm When you've lost someone is it wrong to be depressed and cry I don't see why i'm the exception just because i don't seem those type Everyone has feelings I'm disappointed in life Does it matter to you if my results suck Do you have to flaunt yours in front of me when you know perfectly well yours is better than mine when i'm happy i've improved Do you give a thought about how i'd feel when you keep on saying your results sucks to me In reality yours is a thousand times better than mine What you're doing makes me feel disappointed again even though i know i've put in effort and i've actually improved Are you happy now that i'm no longer satisfied w/ my results

I want to turn my back and walk away from this mess
I want to sleep and wake up realising this is only a dream
Losing someone close is tough Moving on is tougher If you think it's no big deal i'd like to see you try

2009-05-24T13:51:00.029+08:00

Friday
K, other than got booked there's like nothing on friday. Langarts finished watching the movie, it's rly touching. Then Mr Kuo came in and told us he's leaving (though we know alr) and said some rly sad stuff...... Funfair's gonna be not-so-good w/o him around i guess ):

On the bus after school there's this luggage that nobody claimed so me, Yuhan and Yiyan freaked out and got off the bus immediately (3 stops before central) leaving Deirdre and Hanzhi on the bus 'cos we thought it was a bomb haha we treasure our lives too much ^^

Walked to central and meet Deirdre and Hanzhi. Went to aries to get stuff and i spent 10bux on the stuff ): Went to bookshop to don't know do what (?) and went home after that.

Saturday
Woke up l8 (but it's rly early!) @ 6.45 like that. Rushed to kap for breakfast w/ Grace and Dawn, suppoed to meet @ 7.30 but was l8 by 20min D< Bought breakfast eat a bit then brought to school and finished eating. Open house was pretty boring.

Cabbed to ecp after open house and played @ the beach for a while. Went to play arcade (in pe and jersey :O) for a while i paid for them k! Ate a little @ macs and went to play @ the beach again, took tons of pix. Then got nothing to do alr so cabbed to vivo. Went around vivo and played @ the water there, was pretty fun :D Took pix again and left @ 5.

Kthxbye.

2009-05-22T10:03:00.002+08:00

Crap i just got booked for eating in the comp lab, how wonderful. I wanna reach 1000 posts by this year :D

2009-05-21T11:33:00.003+08:00

These little wonders, these twists & turns of fate ♥
Ytd = okay.
Different from last year's, didn't spend my time sitting in the tent/finding primary schoolmates. I liked it better this year :D 4x100m relay, 5th, no medal but at least we improved by one position. Last year for 8x50m relay we were 5th too :O After relay went around w/ Grace, Cuimin, Weiping, Yinghui and co. Stupid csm was dragged for 20min ):

Went to queensway ikea to have lunch (pasta + meatballs!) and camwhored a little, i'm getting bored w/ ikea alr D: Then took train to lot 1 went to buy dbsk + bigbang stuff! Spent like 12bux on them real worth it :D Bought tickets to Angels and Demons, went to library to kill time (by reading books)

Watched Angels and Demons, awesome ttm! :D It's a gr8 movie but if you're like Grace and get freaked out easily don't watch.

Today
Okay, camwhored w/ Dawn before training :D Next post w/ photos. Sat's open house = macs in the morning w/ Grace and Dawn, open house bringing P6s around, Lynn's sister's my buddy! :D After that east coast w/ Grace, Dawn and Jiawei! :D Oboy can't w8! :D

Chinese sia, due tmr, haven't started gonna start now oh gosh screw you chinese sia D< And my brother just gave me cool earphones which are AWESOME :D

Kthxbye.

2009-05-19T21:30:00.006+08:00

(Let's rewind back to ytd)

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TAEYANG!

Stay funny and continue to sing well k i luv your solo! :D

(Rewinds back to today)
K i've kinda forgotten what happen these few days 'cos nothing big happened. Today was alright, got back Langarts. K, got history, maths and lang arts results the score for semester 1, not bad la, except for history i got a C6 ): Maths was awesome i got 86% yay :D Langarts i've improved by two grades so that makes it A2 :D Hope geog would be alright then can pull history i h8 history now ): And today i spent my recess and a little of lunch copying the next ke wen twice ):

Didn't go training today, watch the 'hao xi' then zao alr (w/ Yiyan). CSM tmr oh btw we're in finalssss! And we only realised it ytd we got 6th position but tmr we got Shanna (CHUA CHUA) so we'll improve our timing! :D

2009-05-17T12:40:00.013+08:00

2009-05-15T18:01:00.006+08:00

Kidnap my heart, take me with you ♥

Tell me, how would you feel when you've just gotten an A for situps and cannot continue to do anymore and someone tells you that you should continue doing in a way that isn't nice.? Like hell, i cannot tahan alr and after doing situps my neck was damn pain, what d'you expect, want me do until break my neck then you happy issit?

Yes you've changed for the better, but somehow you're getting on my nerves. Why d'you have to keep on talking about what you did w/ this friend i'm rly close to, d'you think i'm so kaypo to be interested? No right, what you two do doesn't have to do w/ me and you don't have to tell me and show me stuff you have related to her. It's not that i'm h8ing you or anything, to me you're still a friend, i don't wanna dislike you, 'cos you've changed for the better and everything, and i don't wanna dislike someone i'm gonna hang out w/ alot. I want to stay friends w/ you, not h8 you.

Culture test = fail, i only knew a few and left 7 2nd section blank, laugh for all you want i don't give a damn. Napfa, alright except 2cm for sit and reach to get A ): So i can't get full marks this time round i am v v v sad. You wanna laugh i don't give a damn.

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ADAM LAMBERT IS NOT GAY! D<
Even if he is i'd pretend idk it! ):
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2009-05-14T21:37:00.004+08:00

ADAM LAMBERT! ♥ Win k omg! :D He is a-m-a-z-i-n-g in singing! But i still prefer David Archuleta/Cook though.

K, anyway haven't been posting for a few days, am gonna backtrack but i guess i forgot some stuff alr.

Tuesday
UNSW quiz, i don't know how to do half of it i didn't even bother reading the question and just anyhow shade. Slept for half an hour i guess. Geog quiz after that lucky Kelvin Tan revised some stuff w/ us if not i'd definately fail though i'm not sure if i'd pass.

Wednesday
(Forgot)

Thursday

Today was alright but i got quite pissed @ 4 people i shall not mention, though some people might know who one of them are. I don't understand why some people have to act differently in front of different people just to suckup/get close to them, so fake, for god's sake, i've seen both sides of you and i think you suck ttm manz, no matter how fucking hard you suckup, you'll still look as though you're a bitch, and please stop acting like you know the person damn well and wanna know everything she does, everywhere she goes, who she hangs out w/ etcetera etcetera.

And i don't get why some people just have to treat others like toys? Like hello, what fucking rights do you have? You don't ditch her 'cos you have others to hang out with, no one else, you just go back to her, she has feelings too yknow, you aren't the queen. What bullshit is this huh.

K i don't wanna talk about that, but ranting made me feel better. Got lang arts back, 22/30 :D Spent white space going to basement carpark/some staircase near library/2nd floor audi w/ bestfriend to take pix, most of them were emo D< I'm gonna bring my camera from now on so can take better pix :D

And i want a pink camera, it's so chio omg i don't rly care what shade (though hotpink would be cool) if you gimme one i'll love you to bits, i swear. But oh well, i guess i'd be stuck w/ this not-so-pretty but rly good camera for the time being (or for a long) time) but it isn't a bad thing 'cos its real good :D

Training was crap plz omg. Jl was damn mean/ass k he said mean stuff to two people! Somebody's gonna write a petition.

There's shitass culture tmr i rly don't give a damn anymore i don't know a single shit about culture 'cos i never listen and i don't care if it's counted or not. I can't stand reading culture notes. And i changed my mind, i don't like my seating arrangement 'cos its right in front omg. I can't do anything i want wth i h8 sitting in front!

Pix upload next time, can't connect phone! ):

2009-05-11T12:06:00.024+08:00

Why do I keep running from the truth ♥

K, haven't been posting since friday and i got tons of things to post might be a lil wordy so bear w/ me alright. Might post pix @ the end/in the middle if i want too, see if i am lazy/not B)

Saturday
Happy Mother's Day ♥
Spent most of the day playing restaurant city/djmax @ home (heh) Then last minute dearz called me go causeway to watch 17again (ohyes!) w/ pig. Reached there around 6, went to see the timing and got a gr8 shock 'cos the only timing left was 9.25 ): Decided against to go another place 'cos might end up the same thing. Had dinner @ pastamania and decided to go dearz's house to watch some movie.

Went to her house then saw got Over the Hedge showing so we watched that. Left around 10 we didn't do much/didn't take any photos ):

Sunday
Played djmax again before going out to meet bestfriend, supposed to meet @ jurongpoint @ 2.30 but both of us were l8 :b But i was still earlier haha. Had lunch @ KFC and walked around didn't do anything. Went queensway to pay jacket $$ but the place didn't open! Then walked around for a while and walked to ikea to play :D Took tons of pix and people stared @ us like we crazy alr but wtv lah :b Left ikea real l8 so we cabbed down to clementi for training. Were early so went macs to buy milo before going for training and we were still rly early.

Chang's damn cute k, she was being so random and smsed me (ytd) saying she bought her castle roof haha randomness ttm! Oh yez seating arrangement change i'm sitting right in the front @ the door there y'know ): Jiajing's my tablemate idk why yls still let us sit tgt 'cos she caught us talking alot of times. I'm surrounded by rly hardworking people i think yls wants me to get influenced by them then i'll be hardworking. Minhui, Raynee and Change i behind us haha. Ooh got pressure 'cos everyone around me is so hardworking! I'm gonna buckup (i try :b) But overall i like my current seating arrangement ^^

I can't wait for june hols! 'Cos there's tons of trainings + bestfriend and i decided to go on garden + ice-cream trails! :D And there's 6F'07 gathering but i guess it'll most like clash w/ my trainings so i guess i'd have to miss it 'cos well trainings are rly impt ):

2009-05-08T20:12:00.018+08:00

How do you stay awake knowing all I do is think of you ♥

2009-05-08T12:35:00.006+08:00

It's not enough to say that I miss you ♥

I feel guilty x10000000000 ): K, today was not bad (so far), maths results back i got 58/60, super shocking k! It's the first high A1 i ever got and all my A1s are just nice type. Jiajing's rly crazy during lessons i got no idea why, it kinda cheers people up too. Later might get lang arts paper, idk, i hope i did well i want my msg to be below 3 'cos my msg's always above 3! )':

Gonna blog l8er 'cos i'll be going out w/ bestfriend and junior after school i hope that makes me happy. Geog quiz l8er i haven't studied i bet i'm gonna fail shitz.

Even though i said i'd be happy today but i can't. I shouldn't have seen you ytd it just makes me sad and regret a whole lot of stuff. Seeing you just made me remember a ton of stuff which isn't neccessary related to you but it just makes me sad and remember all the sad stuff and the regrets.

Untouched is a rly meaningful song.

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Whoo grats Bigbang and SNSD! :D I ♥ everyone in Bigbang to the max haha and i think SNSD is awesome too :D I like Yoona the most she's rly pretty (: And grats Dbsk for getting third whoo i ♥ Yunho and Jaejoong they're omfgawdz hot ttm! B)

K, after school me and Celeste waited for Grace Lee for half an hour ley wth! D: Took 156 to cityvibe to have lunch @ shintokyo then took bus to west coast plaza and went starbucks to slack. They left @ 5.30 then i went home :D

Parents are happy w/ my maths :D Oh and they didn't scold me for chinese they were like 'Okay lo work harder for next time lah.' then okay alr.

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vera: STRONG BABY! SEUNGRI!! :D
Yez he's awesome :D

Grace: AHHH STRONG BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Grace: OMG GDRAGON IS SOOOO CUTE :D
This is Seungri's solo not Gdragon omg Seungri is the main!

celeste: hello senior! hehe here's ur tag!!! lurvz XD
celeste: hehe sry lah cant bake things in my kitchen! u got no chance to burn my kitchen! XD
Haha. I got nothing to say.

Grace: YOU AH, SAY I NV TAG YOU. YOU AH, SO MEAN. YOU AH, NV MENTION ME IN YOUR POST. STILL SAY I V.BAD NV TAG YOU!?!?!?!?
Must my posts always feature you? Crazy woman

cm: MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVIE! and yeah, you are the smartest! your stuff no wing then fly ( wu yi er fei or something like that) hahah!
cm: DUCKS!
It's bu yi er fei! CHICKENSSSSS :D

celeste: harlo senior! hmmm my mama say go ur house also can XD
Yay but we ended up @ wcp :O

Claire: HELLOOOO! good luck for yours, too! i also have mine this thursday! T-T
Haha tyvm although it's over alr :D

wing yan: yoyo! exams are over! yey!
Haha yeah yay :D

CLARIS: HAHAHA! of course nice luhhh. :D IS CLARIS PUT ONE MAH (:
Wtv not you sing ley! Ego ttm tsk.

H says: he told me already , a bit sad but okay not tht bad .
Why he go tell you -.- Idiot lah he go spread nabei D<

Grace: nevermind about the math notes! i'll just photocopy 2 sets. one for you one for me (: and don get stressed! jiayou :D
Tyvm (:

Jia Wei- Yi Rong: Hey Yi Rong! I also did badly for my block tests ): I have not got back my chinese yet. JYJY for the 2 of us! You are not alone! Love ya lots<3
Haha tyvm luv you ttm :D

joei: hello yirong oh yah i like your schedule book! so cute! hope you find your stuff soon!
Haha tyvm :D I like your waterbottle!

TANWEIPING: HAHAHA! See, you should not be so depressed. you know, theres lots of people whom you can rant to. HAHA! And im tagging too(: i dont think i can run fast tomorrow.
Aiyoo you ran so fast omg grats that y'all got in finals! :D Haha tyvm :D

Rosemarie: HELLO WEIPING HELLO YIRONG HAHA i wonder when we'll all meet up. (:
Hello! Soon soon (i hope) :D

CARINA: ay lets go to the beach someday!:-)
Yez yez we should and we should get Minhui to go and we shall sit and look @ the sea omg that's gonna be so amazing! Seas are pretty fascinating

minhui -CARINA: LOL CARINA
minhui -yirong: dont worry too much okay!
minhui -yirong: if you need to photocopy notes or anything can always ask me
Thankyouuu so much! :D

xinyun!: HELLOZZZZ
Byezzzz

fel: no sweat you'll do well for your tests! no point worrying now right? dont be such a felicia -.-
Haha yeah but the don't be such a Felicia is wrong! D: 'Cos you don't worry as much as me!

Grace: my life's ain't any better trust me. Life sucks huh.
Yez

minhui: hang in there okay!
Okay ty :D

H,Lin: haha, i even worse right. E8 for LA leh! ervyth A1 except that! end up my msg like so damn high)';
A1 for everything else?! Omg pro. Aiya it's only block test 1 still got somemore so will be okay one :D

Jia Wei: Hey Yi Rong! Grats for getting so high for ur maths! LUV YA LOADS
Tyvm luv you ttm too <3

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2009-05-07T20:03:00.010+08:00

Tmr's friday, like finally, this week was really nasty, 2.4 today, was okay and i improved but i rly felt like vomitting after running and i have no idea why i didn't. 4x100m after school i h8 hot weathers. 4th in our heats and probably some lousy position in the whole level but who cares we had fun haha.

Oh chinese results was really lousy, failed but half mark i hope they'll round up, oh well this is pretty saddening 'cos everyone did so well. Tmr/next week might get maths, can't get my hopes high anymore, B3 will be okay with me.

I saw you today and i can't believe that i did and i still remember you 'cos it's been 2 months since i saw you. Sometimes i rly regret it.

Sometimes i wish i could just sit in a corner and cry, 'cos everything seems so screwed and i h8 it when everyone will come bothering you when you need to have some time alone to yourself. Apparently they bother you at the wrong time.

I'll try to stop time forever, never wanna hear you say goodbye ♥

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Y'know i can't stand you alr, you're not the person i used to know 2 years ago. It's okay if people change, but now you've become more arrogant and thinks wtv stuff people say are just excuses when they aren't. Stupid attitude i can't be bothered with you anymore. You used to crack jokes and make people laugh non-stop what happened to that? You just can't bring yourself to admit that other people have strengths which you don't have, when are you gonna wake up and realise that you're not the only person that can excel in one way or another? You're a total stranger to me now. Is it so hard to accept the fact that others are better than you in some other stuff? You aren't the best in the world hello? Why did you have to turn out this way, now i can't say we're close friends when i don't even think you treat others as friends.
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2009-05-06T11:43:00.003+08:00

I h8 today 'cos today sucks ttm. Yls said i passed chinese but the mark is still v low and this test is supposed to be rly easy idk what happened. I seem to be losing alot of stuff when it's not even my fucking fault. Sorry Grace i rly don't know how the notes flew away i swear i put it on my table before finding yls.

Total depression, i guess i have to buckup on my studies 'cos this time results are horrendous. I can't give up training 'cos they're rly impt so i guess i have to spend lesser time using comp which is rly sad but i don't have a choice.

Pig i want to rant to you really badly tyvm for letting me rant on and on.

2009-05-05T22:38:00.001+08:00

Sorry pig, i'm like real sorry D: Plz don't hold it against me or wtv phrase that is. Happy bdae mum and dad they got the same birthday isn't that cool B) Maths was okok except for bonus, hope i get an A1.

2009-05-04T07:15:00.004+08:00

I.Am.A.Smartass. Like seriously who loses the whole stack of biology worksheets and maths and bio notes and doesn't even know what else is lost? I rly got no idea where all the stuff flew to, 'cos apparently i brought it home but i couldn't find it. I'm pretty sure i'm screwed now so i should seriously bang wall. Maths blocks is also gonna be screwed 'cos i didn't even study, oh shitz.

Change topic change topic before i really go on a panic strike, but somehow i can't seem to be too bothered about it anymore, oh well just live thru this year. Five more months! Training later, i don't really feel like going but i guess i have to make myself go. History quiz later, confirm screw and i really can't be bothered.

I realise my last time posts are so full of pix, September '08 posts, go see haha, they seem so long ago i miss those times )':

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yeeshin: grace right? i had council interview. screwed D: I MISS talking crap to you leh..
Grace right? Huh okay anyway should be okay lah

celeste: hello senior!!! hehe! when i go my hp inbox right, i found out that we continuously sms for like 20++ sms and thats counted quite pro. act ok lah. i sms u when i just finished napfa!!!
Haha we're awesome :D

♥,: idiot , so skinny still want to lose weight ... start eating more , make you fat ;D
Shit you i where got skinny?!

Grace: i didn't go for math remedial yknow :D because we were doing home e and it took up a lot a lot a lot of time for the stupid sheperd's pie
Haha okok

Dawn: hey sry for not going that day. and sry for being snappy cos you caught me in a really badmood then. im not usually like that it must be pms. sry anywya. i agree with your 25 april post.
Dawn: continue(luosuo:) may it be a wakeupcall for people who are still living in their fairytales. ;D
Nevermind lah :D Yez i agree

celeste: hello senior!!! haha dawn :P
celeste: i dont want see doctor + i ok le! hehe ty anyway for asking me to see doctor!
celeste: aiya dont think life sucks to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx la. me appear in ur life (so ur life wont suck to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx)
Did you go in the end? :O Life sucks ttm D:

Grace: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAEEEESUNNGGGGG :D and 18th aug was gdragon''s birthday!!
LOL WTH

♥,: you ditch me today hor , box you !! hahah okay next time la , when you not busy i see you i box you ! ;D
Sorry sorry D:

Jia wei: Hey Yi Rong! Hahas. dawn nvr go that day ):
Ya lo, no one to suan D:

yuhan: yirong! here's your tag! (:
Haha tyvm

Grace: yeah we're gna train SUPER hard!!!!!! gotta prove her wrong!
Grace: and she's super selfish. saying we're like lousy when in fact she is too -.-
Grace: like she's very pro zzz
Selfish is a wrong word :O K, anyway i agree with you

H says: YOU KNOW YOU KNOW YOU KNOW !!!!!! HOPE THE SUSPENSION KILLS YOU
Wtv, UKNOW YUNHO <3

celeste: hello! dont call me bodoh and i will tag ur blog!
celeste: hehe dont be buey song lah. think positively (she's quite nice SOMETIMES
Hello bodoh i don't agree with you, how sad.

joei: yo you found your friendship band on top of your bottle right? :D
Ya haha tyvm :D

xinyun!: YOZZZZZZZ I TAGGED
Kthxbye

Grace: omo!!! SHUAI GE'S BIRTHDAY :D let's give her some underwear hahahahah JUST JOKNG
She'll kill us, we gave her her wife alr haha.

Jia Wei: Hey Yi Rong! Hahahahas
Hello :D

celeste: hello yirong! haiz revise ur chem k? yay i love chinese
No i won't bother i think i lost all the notes. Screw you D:

;: lucky ur eyebags not obvious :}
;: mine is obvious :-( u lucky
Lol kthx

cm: HEY YR! I H9 YOU TMMTYHM! HUMPH! BTW, YOU KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE WERE SLEEPING DURING THE CHINESE TEST?! SO MANY PEOPLE YOU KNOW! GOWATCH 17AGAIN YOURSELF LAH! SURE ZAC EFFRON WILL APPRECIATE IT!
cm: YOU CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE! :)
No i won't make a difference 'cos he doesn't know i exist and i don't want to make a difference because i am not a fan of him

MAVIS!: AHHHH AHHH 17 AGAIN! I WANT TO WATCH TOO CM CAN SPONSER ME?
MAVIS!: HAHA:D
YEZ LETS GET HER SO SPONSER BOTH OF US

Grace: 17 again is funny (: i've said that so many times hahahaha :D AND WHY IS EVERYONE TYPING CAPS ON YOUR BLOG
How would i know?!

cm: HAHA GRACE, THAT S BECAUSE I STARTED THE TREND OF CAPS AND MAVIS FOLLOWED IT, WOOHEHHEH. PLUS MAVIS, I DONT WANT TO WATCH 17AGAIN LAH! HAHA NOT INTERESTED IN ZACEFFRON + THE PLOT.
cm: YOU CAN WATCH WITH YR, SHE LL BE VERY PLEASED, RIGHT?!
Yez, only if you sponser.

Dawn: I WHERE GOT INSANE. im as perfectly angelic and pure and innocent(:
Your pants are on fire

Grace: OK CM YOU STARTED THE TREND HOW NICE. NOW I SHALL JOIN THE TREND TOO :D
-.-

H says: of course fan fiction nice ! super cool i tell you !
Haha don't need you tell me i also know :D

:D: is your blogsong sung by bigbang?
Er its sung by Seungri ft Gdragon

Jia Wei: Hey Yi Rong! Hahas. Let's be seaweed fans! Tee hee :D love ya loads!
Haha yeah luvz <3

2009-05-01T21:17:00.002+08:00

DAWN SEOW NI SHENG JING BING AH?! CANNOT WHOLE SCHOOL/WHOLE TRAINING MAH SO EMBARRESSING! D: Then if got during training will whack my face somemore when training ley! Yours v easy, is being anonynmous somemore!

Spent my labour day mostly @ Vera's house doing the newscasting thing we finished everything omg we're so awesome B) And i luv fan fictions they're so funny/interesting! :D

Kthxbye (shan't reply tags due to pure laziness)

2009-04-30T20:04:00.003+08:00

Happy 17th birthday Jodie Foo! :D Stay shuai k and faster get boyf (if you don't have but Gail say you have)! Hope you won the faculty princess thingum haha that'll be so awesome! Miss all the '08 sec4 seniors ttm!

Kthxbye.

2009-04-29T10:28:00.002+08:00

Yay in comp lab now for chinese and idk if we're supposed to us the comp but wtv lah yls never say me so i think doesn't know. Anyway had chinese paper just now was crap, first part i rly don't know how do, anyhow do alot. Nearly died for the changwensuoduan and it was about sleeping omg i was half sleeping alr since the weather wasn't nice D: But still i managed to finish though i might fail and everything, actually it isn't surprising i was so sleepy omg 'cos ytd night some pig made me stay up, what an idiot (Eh pig i hope you see this!) That made me get eyebags sucha ass, eyebags suck to the max thank goodness mine aren't that obvious. I h8 eyebags D:

I need pix, like seriously. I got no pix nowadays not 'cos i'm lazy k is got no pix D: I can type w/o looking @ the screen haha i am so awesome

2009-04-28T20:32:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAIRE! ^^

Thursday is shuai ge's birthday omg happy seventeenth this thursday! :D Ooh we missed you + the rest x100000000! Now there's like no one to call shuai ge! D: Faster come back we miss you!

2009-04-27T11:20:00.005+08:00

In school now, oh gosh i'm super scared my phone spoil! Shall not elaborate omg plz plz let my phone be okay or my parents confirm kill me )': Plz plz plz omgomgomg! D:

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Yay my phone's alright :D K anyway training = good 'cos i get to doubles w bestfriend! :D But some two-faced bitch pissed me off -.-

Buey tahan your attitude alr, if you think you're the queen, think twice :D I don't give a fuck if you go around badmouthing me behind my back, it doesn't matter 'cos do want you want you're never gonna break me :D

I have no idea why you wanna do this, but guess what, three people out of the seven of us alr buey tahan you, and it's me, bestfriend and Yeeshin. Junior(s) can't stand you either, even one of our dear senior cannot stand you too. You gotta reflect hun, 'cos you're being a bitch like this, you still dare to say other people lousy when in the first place, you aren't even better then them.

Daoing people for no fucking reason so fun huh? Guess what you're gonna get the taste of your own medicine. I know we're supposed to be a team, but it's you that started it, not us. Did we even do anything to you in the first place? No right? And only dumb people are gonna suffer and let you have your way. Sorry we're no pushovers, we won't let you have your way.

23rd April post, partially it's about you. Last year's dunman's match, i was gonna cry alr, you said, "It's just a match." To you it's just a match, to me it's letting down the entire team. We could have won that point, yet we didn't. If we won we would have won dunman, don't have to be so worried about pl's match.

This year's sng match, you think i'd be happy just because i won my match? For god's sake what is there to be happy about, we lost 4-1 and we're out already, you think i'd be happy? I am not you k, i won't be happy when we lost, as a team.

You have to seriously reflect, many people are displeased with your attitude already, and you're still thinking you're better than everyone when it's so obvious everyone's improving except you. If you continue to be like this, i got nothing to say, 'cos it means you got no hope already. You can think everyone's lousier than you, wtv, we're gonna train hard and prove you wrong :D
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2009-04-26T10:44:00.007+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday Daesung! ♥

Stay funny + hope you'll get lotsa doraemon stuff on your birthday! :D

Might be meeting darlingz later, or i might stay at home and do culture........ Life sucks to the max, i'm not motivated to put in any effort in anything at all, 'cos what do i get even if i put in effort.

2009-04-24T18:23:00.006+08:00

No photos 'cos never take = pathetic to the max. After school waited for bestfriend to finish her maths remedial + Jiawei to finish her napfa, took bus to serene and went to island creamary to eat ice cream, we sat @ the little kids there. Talk awhile then went to macs, bought milo only. Ate all the ice until sibei full :X

I plan to go for every training so i can exercise more which leads to losing more weight B)

P/S Grats to Chinese Dance for GWH :D

Replies of Tags

cm: hoi! your black blogskin is very black, hahaha. plus you got a free cone last year? :O so cool! dont think i ll ever get a free cone, wont be patient enough/wont go early enough
You impatient person :O

Grace: I WNA SKIP MALACCA CAMP OR SMTHING LIKE TT!
Me too haha but i heard it's not bad

Hanzhi: harlo...here's the tag i owe u long long time ago and i think u forget abt it ler...but me being nice shall tag u :] btw wads the craze with plurk...so many ppl using it now...
Yeah i forgot about it D: Plurk is cool B)

Grace: wont ditch you lah zzz-.-
Grace: mirotic/haruharu/lies/wtv ARE SO NICE :D
Of course.

celeste: hello! haiz my name NOT .... can? herh nvr jiayou me for napfa. heys u guys going island creamery?
celeste: okok u wished me already! yay ty
Haha np

joei: heellllloooooo yirong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hello Joei :D

H,Lin: ahem, i alr dead afetr that run;x ya, its damn funnyzxcxzcxzczxczczx. miust watch. hahahah.
H,Lin: :D
Yah, but no one wanna watch that with me D: 'Cos of Zac Efron i think idk why D:

Jia Wei: Hahas. Ok! I very scared I dun jump far enough or smth for tmr.. Haixx! Thanks for waiting for me. Ur blog song so nice! I cant wait for tmr!<3
Haha tyvm :D

Grace: zzz mirotic. I LOVE HARU HARU MORE ::D
Grace: yeah. we sorta suck yknow ):
Obviously D: I was referring to our batch.

MAVIS!: screams for mirotic! and cheer up okay! :D
Mirotic = ♥ Tyvm :D

2009-04-23T19:02:00.008+08:00

School not bad today, attended 5 lessons and 3 are super slack lessons. Spent lang arts playing pet society, didn't go for pe 'cos of knee but ended up standing/sitting in the hot sun wtf. White space was cool, 'cos me and Vera were playing macdonalds + sushi go round while Xinyun was watching @ us ._. Spent lunch waiting for Mrs Ho and in the end i just barged in to ask her for LOA.

Skipped music 'cos managed to get LOA from Mrs Ho/Mrs Ong, didn't know can get LOA 'cos of finals i must do that again next time. But then again, next year we're aiming for nats top 4 so we won't need LOA :D

Cabbed to yishun sports hall to watch finals with Grace, Simin, Huiyi, Althea, Mingzhen. Saw seniors, Jodie, Melissa, Yilin and other people which i didn't bother to say hi/look for them. All the matches was awesome, rly exciting :D Took train after last match (adiv girls) back to jurong east the stupid train ended up on the wrong track -.- Saw Huipeng and Jovina's sister, then took 197 back.

I know this isn't gonna be pleasant but if you don't wanna read this part you can skip it, i don't expect you to read this anyway.

Yknow everytime we say we're a team, we're bonded etcetera etcetera? Guess what, our pants are on fire. It's a big fat lie. 'Cos in the first place we don't act like one, we don't even deserve to be a team. Majority don't give a fuck about trainings and matches, only care about themselves, nothing but themselves, only caring that they win they're own match and don't care about whether the whole team win or lose, thinking every match there will be others who will win, and when we get a medal they too get it when they don't even deserve it. I know this sounds pretty harsh, but you've gotta know that this is a fact. Guess what, the others aren't always gonna be there to win, there's always sometime when they're gonna underperform and lose, you can't depend them forever, they're gonna graduate someday too. Then when we lose we blame it on others. Is this how a team act? For god's sake we are a team (though we aren't fit to be one), we don't blame each other, so what if we lost that match? The only thing that matters is that we know all of us put in the effort and did our best, it isn't all about winning. I know training sucks, but at least, please do try to put in effort, it's not for anyone, but it's for yourself. At least when you lose you know you did your best, when you win you know you deserve it. Yknow what, i think our batch has the worst attitude among the others. Look at our seniors (like Simin and Jennifer), they're attitude is x1000000000 better than ours. Remember last year's dunman match? We could have won but we took it for granted, thinking we would definately win. And no one learn their lesson yet.